disclaimers
LookHere!
Lala &
Pessimist
We are RETARDED.
We are RANDOM.
We love Paramore and causing MAYHEM
Therefore we are RIOTERS.
WARNING!
THIS BLOG MAY CAUSE
UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER.
Have a great day.
:D
Something's wrong... I know there is something wrong...
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
I cant believe I came home yesterday smiling more than any other day. However, there is something I noticed abt today and yesterday.Sarah seems, erm... lost and emoing??? She keeps asking randomly.. "Will you be mad if..??" den stops halfway. Why?? Hmm...
I'm pissed. I'm seriously pissed today. For some reason. Maybe cause my mother's piano,that was given to her by her uncle, had been given away to my cousin... ;( I can't believe she learnt the piano in CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY. I almost cried when I read that...Yess ppl.. my mother learnt how to play the piano by sneaking plays at the piano during her days as a Cedarian...Haiz.. Cedar is in my blood... Im so happy and proud of that :D. I'm full of KFC food and Oreo Mcflurry right now. Feeling calmed but STILL pissed... Is that even possible? I trust Sarah but not enough, maybe. She always keeps FARIZAN's promises but sometimes,she doesn't keep mine. Well, I'm at LEAST happy that she understood the whole "Please-dont-say-ur-Liyana's-Cousin-as-one-of-ur-first-intro's-to-a-senior" thing. I'm serious abt this,Sarah.
Me, personally would not say that as I want ppl to know me, not as Liyana's sister, but as me.As the retarded,random and erm.. (funny?) person I am. I dont want ppl saying, "Oh! Ur Liyana's sister right?" and toking to me juz because of that. Maybe that's y im soo sad. I nid a friend. I nid a REAL friend.I nid Farah. I nid Sharifah. I nid Sabrina. And most of all, I nid you.....
I can believe I'm putting up CAMP ROCK lyrics here but...
I've always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what i've got to say
But i have this dream bright inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know, to let you know...
This is real, this is me
Im exactly where im supposed to be now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now i've found, who i am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who i wanna be
This is me
You're the voice i hear inside my head
The reason that im singin'
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece i need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Lala<3
Labels: Lala
Stamps, stamps, anyone got stamps?
@ 6:44 PM
Hello.
If truth be told,
I feel depressed today.
But then again,
today is Saturday.
(Sebas-chan, you know why...)
Started documenting my messages again.
Down to 479 messages...
AAAAAAAAAH.
Oh and wrote half a letter to Rachel Lim.
Hopefully I can post it by tomorrow.
She wrote hers on 25 March...
But I need a stamp!
And stickers...
*Sigh*
Maybe I can take my bro's...
I finished my Maths, Chinese and Malay homework.
ALMOST.
Frankly speaking,
I don't give a damn about the last one.
But I don't want to fail so...
Anyway,
I think my face is a horrible back stabber.
Betrayed me!
I was listening to my religious class teacher
but she stopped me after lessons to ask if
I was okay.
Apparently I looked sick.
Or depressed?
I was like,
"Oh man,
I was listening!
My face just looks like I'm in
LaLa Land."
And that wasn't the first time.
IT WAS THE THIRD,
FOR GOD'S SAKE.
What is wrong with my teachers?
Or is it my fault?
Is my constant studying,
sleeping late,
thinking about something,
SO transparent on my face?
*Sigh*
My life freaking *****.
Crappy.
Crapola.
****.
Oh well,
WHATEVER.
Going to blast music.
Bye peeps.
Hey Sebas-chan,
(My shuai little butler.)
I read your blog.
Okay.
I don't mind.
I just...
Nevermind.
It's just something stupid
and unimportant.
Anyway,
hope everything will sort itself out.
I need to think about stuff.
(And problems...)
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[Your subtleties,
They strangle me,
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants,
And all the needs,
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing,
My mind's unweaving,
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted,
On this evening,
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight,
Won't make this right,
It's too late to fight.
It ends tonight.
It ends tonight. ]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Beware of undertakers.
Friday, April 17, 2009 @ 9:39 PM
Hello.
Man, today was weird and freakishly hilarious.
MASA was so happy.
I actually passed my spelling.
Found out Lidiya is seriously whacked.
Got 'magic' CHOCOLATE.
Found out Lidiya is seriously whacked.
Got 'magic' CHOCOLATE.
YAY!!!
Mr Chng rocks.
Mr Chng rocks.
Okay, now I sound biased...
Nevermind.
Felt horrible in the morning
cos my stomach hurt.
For some freaky reason,
it always hurts on Mondays and Fridays.
Science was cool.
We were doing some random Dichotomous Key thingy.
And Priscilla hit MASA's ***** ***.
WTH.
SO HILARIOUS.
Diva, Natalie, Parvathi, Priscilla and me
giggled like retards.
And he smiled!
I swear...
Jogged with 1 Oreo today.
I missed jogging with them.
And cheering(:
Natalie scolded me cos I jogged too fast
and I kept overtaking Skye.
(Sorry guys...)
Then went to change etc.
Wandered around the canteen, found Rachel.
Talked,
and went to the library to sign up for the Lit Up.
Met Farizan,
who said she had been looking for me.
I felt
(and I'm still feeling)
so guilty...
(Sorry!!!)
English,
Oh damn.
Too depressed to talk about it...
Literature,
SLACK.
Geography,
SLACK.
Heh.
I'm a bad bad girl...
Saw sono hito during lunch.
Sebas-chan got so excited,
I had to slap her with my tie.
*Sigh*
CSP.
Another spelling.
But I actually studied for this one.
LOL.
I hope I get a sticker...
I love stickers.
Went for Tarian.
Right after that,
Amirah left.
*sob sob*
Sat with Farah, Lidiya and Hoi Ting for a while.
Talked to Angie and Farizan.
Walked them to the side foyer.
Couldn't stop saying bye.
I have to go two days without communicating
with anyone.
Except Lidiya.
(Not counting MSN...)
AAAAAAAAAH.
Okay,
Going to vandalise my books.
Bye peeps.
Bonjour Sebas-chan,
(My shuai little butler.)
Eeeps it's freakishly cold here.
Hmm...
Oh yes!
Is my drawing that nice?
I don't think so...
But I love the MCR font!!!
Anyway,
I heard this line from at least 7 people already.
(Including you...)
"This week was awesome!"
HAHAHAHAHA
Nothing wrong with that.
Just a random fact...
I will try my best
to go online more okay?
Oh my gosh.
Need to sleep...
Gute Nacht, ma cherie.
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
(You're a hell of a butler.)
P.S. You got this song stuck in my head...(:
[I need a little more luck
than a little bit,
Cos everytime I get stuck,
the words won't fit.
And everytime that I try,
I get tongue tied.
I'll need a little good luck to get me by.
I need a little more help
than a little bit.
Like the perfect one word
no one's heard yet.
Cos everytime that I try,
I get tongue tied.
I need a little good luck
to get me by this time.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Okay... Baby come back 2 me is...FREAKY!!
@ 8:51 PM
EE...
The lastest video on http://www.paramore.net/ is seriously freaking me out sia... Their voices edited like.. mad chicken dying eeee..
Lala<3
Labels: Lala
Excusez moi? I beg your pardon but I think I was mistaken in hearing...
Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 10:16 PM
Hello.
Today,
I felt like
(and still feel like)
screaming my lungs out and simply dropping dead.
Arghhhhhhhhh!
Lots of homework.
Mr Eng took us for remedial.
Lack of sleep.
Lack of food.
Lack of patience to deal with my crappy life.
Not to mention
my dear *ahem*.
I do NOT spread it rumors.
I keep my opinions to myself.
I don't sing so much anymore.
(I miss doing that.)
I hold my tongue.
I listen.
I try my best
to understand.
But one question.
Is this how you are going to treat me?
You say a LOT of things.
"S**** is a ****** *******.
She ***** *******.
She's so *****.
She can't ****.
She's ****.
She has a *** *****.
She's ********* and ********.
And why I hate Having someone related to you who
ONLY KNOWS HOW TO
MAKE SOMEONE ELSE FEEL JEALOUS."
You don't listen to me
but you expect me to listen to you.
You shun me when I ask you questions
then turn around and accuse me of insensitivity.
I don't appreciate all of that ****.
But no matter how pissed I am,
I still care.
I care that you are depressed.
I care that you seem out of sorts.
I TRIED TO UNDERSTAND YOU
BECAUSE I CARED.
BECAUSE I CARED.
I ASKED
BECAUSE I CARED.
BECAUSE I CARED.
I LISTEN
BECAUSE I CARED.
I REALLY, TRULY CARED.
AND YOU JUST
******* *** *** **** *******.
I have nothing else to say.
There's nothing wrong with me.
But everything is wrong with you.
Sebas-chan,
Ich bin traurig.
Really, truly.
Auf Wiedersehen, mein liebe.
[I am not afraid to keep on living.
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
BUGGY ISSUES!!
@ 7:53 PM
Haizz.. Today I got so many bug problems leh... O.o
1) Bugged Durin Maths
Me and Farah were so totally concentrating during maths Olympiad for e first time juz now, when a tiny bug went on her maths paper... Omg.. it's so puny... and CUTE <:O (See her blog :))
2) DINNER
I was eating dinner when an ant went onto my cup... I didn't wanna kill it but if it wanted to commit suicide into water, I might as well just kill it.. O.o ( IDIDBTW:OANTKILLA)
3) DINNER 2
I continued eating dinner when this weird bug thingy landed onto the fish.. I was like.. "Ahh!Ahh!!AHHH!!" den my maid reminded me that ppl were praying in the mosque behind me.... So I threw a tissue paper onto the fish and my maid scolded me for poluting it....-.-"
4) Toilet....
After dinner, I went to e toilet to erm... yeah....
My dad was praying in the room so I decided to be quiet...
So I went into the bathroom and well... WANTED to do my thing budden I noticed that..
There was a stupid fat mosquito flying around trying to get out.So I TRIED to spray the mosquito with my 'water spray thingy' but I kept on missing...
AND U KNOW WHAT???
I SPRAYED WATER ON MYSELF!!! :o
So damn retarded sia... My whole pants wet... -.-"
I must've wasted enough water to support the whole of Africa for 12749712947129472 years....
Den I like almost shouted a thousand curses but I remembered that my dad was praying....
EEeee I hate Bugs...
But I dont like to kill em' either..
Lala <3
Labels: Lala
Yay! New Blogskin
@ 7:25 PM
Yay! Finally got a new blogskin... Comments?? :D
Labels: Lala
I'm With You- Avril Lavigne
@ 6:33 PM
I'm With You- Avril Lavigne
Verse 1
Im standing on the bridge
Im waiting on the dark
I thought that you'd be hereby now
There's nothing but the rain
No foot steps on the ground
Im listening but ther's no sound
Pre-chorus
Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
Chorus
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I
Im with you
Im with you
Verse 2
Im looking for a place
Im sarching for a face
Is anybody here I know
Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be
alone
Pre-chorus
Isn't anyone trying to find me
Won't somebody come take me home
Chorus
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I Im with you
Im with you
Bridge
Oh
Why is every thing so confusing?
Maybe Im just out of my mind
Yeah yeah yeah...
Chorus
It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I...
Im with you
Im with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you
Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't Know Who You are
But I
Im with you
Im with you
Labels: Lala
Minute of silence.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 11:34 PM
Today is the 20th anniversary of the Hillsborough incident.
On 15th of April 1989,
over 25 000 Liverpool fans travelled to Hillsborough
to support their team
in the FA Cup semi-final against Nottingham Forest.
Ninety six of them never returned.
Twenty years later,
friends and family of those who lost their lives
are joined by thousands of fans at Anfield
to pay tribute to 96 Liverpool supporters
who will never be forgotten.
Let us observe a minute of silence
to remember the 96 fans
who went to the match,
not knowing that it will be their last.
Young or old,
these fans
Will Never Walk Alone.
[I'm here without you,
But you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you,
And I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you,
But you're still with me in my dreams,
And tonight it's just you and me.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist
0.01 seconds! To infinity and beyond...
@ 6:59 PM
Hello.
Today was...
quite Awesome.
First things first,
2.4 km was brilliant.
Time?
14.41
0.01 seconds to an A.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Funnily enough,
I don't care that I got a B.
I am just so happy that I beat my own target.
I thought I would take at least 15 minutes.
When I finished and ran through the 'golden gates'
(as Miss Poon calls the two yellow cones,)
I took my card.
Number 20.
I started exclaiming loudly and exuberantly.
While everyone was just sitting down and
taking deep breaths,
I was walking around and around,
almost crying with happiness.
I am so freakily weird.
Actually,
During my third round,
During my third round,
my waist and legs really hurt,
and I didn't think
I could run anymore.
I was walking.
Then,
the 1I girl standing at the gate
read out my current timing.
13.33
(Approx)
When I heard that,
I was freaking surprised but I started running.
I was breathing heavily.
"A little bit more, a little bit more!"
When I turned the corner,
I flat out sprinted.
My hair was flying.
My heart was pumping.
My chest hurt.
But my legs had a mind of their own.
Up down, up down.
Ooh I tell you when I finished, it was just...
Fantastic.
Okay.
Enough about 2.4 km.
MASA was scarily happy today.
We were talking about machine guns,
and why it can't be made of plastic.
"If it's made of plastic,
it will melt from the heat.
Imagine you go to war with that gun.
Then what are you going to tell the enemy?
Wait!
I want to change my gun."
It was so lame!
But we laughed.
Not because it was funny!
Because it was lame.
HAHAHAHAHA
But seriously,
he was nice.
"Girls,
I'm going to allow you to bring home the pop quiz
because I trust you."
My mouth was kinda hanging open.
Then,
"Blah blah blah science homework
blah blah blah.
Lastly,
good luck for your 2.4 km."
Then my jaw hit the ground.
LOL.
But, it's a good thing he's in a good mood.
Why question something good?
Anyway,
CSP was bad bad bad.
I'm going to fail my spelling!!!
And Han Lao Shi was angry with us.
Cos some people were talking
and doing shit when she was teaching.
I hate it when teachers get angry.
It makes me feel so guilty.
Oh well.
After CSP,
I went to find MASA.
Cos I didn't get assignment 4B.
Then Yasmin fell!
It was quite serious,(BLOOD!!!)
so we went to the sick bay to clean it up.
Poor Yasmin.
I hope her leg gets better soon!!!
Okay...
I think that's all.
Bye peeps.
Bonjour Sebas-chan,
(My shuai little butler.)
Are you sure your file
(opened to Sebastian Michaelis's face,)
is not your doing?
I thought you did that on purpose.
Cos you know,
I slip '*****' into your bag every Wednesday.
Hmm...scary.
Oooh lala ma cherie!
I need my handphone...
I absolutely can't take not messaging you!
You told me you have $57 left.
And that I could use $32.($57-$25)
That is 640 messages.
Over 14 days?
That's at least 42 messages per day.
Hmm...I wonder how we would accomplish that...
Message from dawn until night.
(I figured it all out in the bathroom while I was taking a shower.)
Oh well.
Nevermind.
I found that
onions ACTUALLY make you cry.
I never really experienced it before.
It was kinda funny.
*Peeling the onion*
"Hmm...why do my eyes hurt?
Why am I tearing up?
Oh my gosh.
Onions ACTUALLY make you cry!"
I started laughing like a retard.
HAHAHAHAHA
Okay ma cherie,
Au revoir Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[And that's what you get for falling again,
You can never get him out of your head.
And that's what you get for falling again,
You can never get him out of your head.
It's the way that he makes you cry,
It's the way that he's in your mind,
It's the way that he makes you fall in love.
It's the way that he makes you feel,
It's the way that he kisses you,
It's the way that he makes you fall in love.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Pink makes me puke.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 7:21 PM
Hey peeps.
I am so freakishly tired.
I think that is contributing to me being sick.
*cough cough, sneeze*
*Sigh*
Whatever.
I shall swallow some disgusting little pills
and then fly away to Dreamland.
Yesterday was kinda fun.
We cleaned AS3.
Seniors were crazy,
throwing glitter everywhere.
I found a bottle of paint which looked like
blood and vomit
mixed together.
Eww.
One thing's for sure.
Farah is NEVER going to use that.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I felt nauseous during MASA's periods.
I think it was cos he was wearing
PINK.
Yuck.
Then,
when MLDDS finished,
Lidiya went home without me!
And her reason?
"I forgot you."
I AM INSULTED.
How could you forget ME?
Of all people to forget...
ME,
the idiotic, hyper, Xiao Bai Tu.
WTH.
Oh,
And I got huge angry splotches on my skin.
Cos AS3 was very dusty.
And my skin is sensitive.
Oh anyway,
Today was...
okay.
Miss Lee is in hospital!!!
I hope she's okay...
Got Mr Huang for English.
Cikgu didn't come.
Everyone was praying exuberantly.
HAHAHAHAHA.
We had a free period
and TARIAN-ERS(Amirah, Farah, Farizan and Me) practised.
Atrika(spelling?) in May!!!
(A dance festival...)
Then
jogging with choir...
Damn tiring and the day was so hot!
Brenda said I looked very flushed after jogging.
Like I had been punched.
LOL.
After recess,
Art.
Frustrating.
Geography.
Slack.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Okay...
I think that's about it.
Bye peeps.
Hello Sebas-chan,
(My shuai little butler.)
I am going to start including something
in my posts that I wanted to tell you but I forgot.
Or something like that.
Anyway,
I was daydreaming.
You were cosplaying as Sebas-chan.
And me as Ciel.
HAHAHAHAHA.
You looked so SHUAI.
Seriously.
And I looked...
plain weird.
But the hat with the veil was so uber cute!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Purple contacts...
Zey are so painful,
ma cherie.
Oooh lala...
French accents are so cheesy!
Oh well,
Gotta go.
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[Dance, Dance.
We're falling apart to half time.
Dance, Dance.
And these are the lives you love to lead.
Dance,
This is the way they'd love,
If they knew how misery loved me.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS