disclaimers
LookHere!
Lala &
Pessimist
We are RETARDED.
We are RANDOM.
We love Paramore and causing MAYHEM
Therefore we are RIOTERS.
WARNING!
THIS BLOG MAY CAUSE
UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER.
Have a great day.
:D
Copy machines and SIGNS.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 11:38 PM
HAHAHAHAHA SORRY LALA.
I'M SO DEAF.
AND RETARDED.
But I don't know who's really right...
Hmm...
[Remedy
Remedial
Reminisce]
-Pessimist
Remedial
Reminisce]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Poisoned Perfume.
@ 11:18 PM
away away away from here my friend...Hello.
One day,
I'd like to wake up and find myself floating
In the middle of nowhere.
Today was quite tiring.
Woke up and started cleaning up.
So proud of myself.
I recycled half of the work I did last year.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Got my 'new' bed and table.
Now, I'm scared of monsters lurking underneath my bed.
Maybe Rozu will help to drive them away.
:)
The amount ofclean empty space was really nice.
I could hear myself.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I love watching MTV while rocking slowly
Being surprised by messages from PEEKABOO
(Yes Nurul, we seriously have NO LIFE. :D)
And laughing at my retarded face on Nabilah's blog
SUNDAY AND MONDAY
I COME IN PEACE.
Goodnight.
Jia Ai: HAHAHA it's a line from a song. I prefer expressing my contempt/anger in more creative ways. :P
Nurul: Hi PEEKABOO! :D
One day,
I'd like to wake up and find myself floating
In the middle of nowhere.
Today was quite tiring.
Woke up and started cleaning up.
So proud of myself.
I recycled half of the work I did last year.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Got my 'new' bed and table.
Now, I'm scared of monsters lurking underneath my bed.
Maybe Rozu will help to drive them away.
:)
The amount of
I could hear myself.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I love watching MTV while rocking slowly
Being surprised by messages from PEEKABOO
(Yes Nurul, we seriously have NO LIFE. :D)
And laughing at my retarded face on Nabilah's blog
SUNDAY AND MONDAY
I COME IN PEACE.
Goodnight.
Jia Ai: HAHAHA it's a line from a song. I prefer expressing my contempt/anger in more creative ways. :P
Nurul: Hi PEEKABOO! :D
[I'm no angel.]
-Pessimist
-Pessimist
that who misses out of innocence.
Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 9:12 PM
UMAIRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
Thank You for the letter and choco today! It was really sweet (:Thank You for being there, and trying to console me on Wednesday.
Thank You for always following me all the way to my favourite green toilet on the first floor (:
Thank You for listening to my problems, and keeping my secrets ;)
Don't Cry Okay?
Everything is going to be fine.
(:
Cheryl & Eunice & the rest who failed today
You guys can do it! I believe in you (: Eunice, it's going to be okay! Dont cry anymoree! Just practice a lot during this weekend kay?
Sarah & those who haven't auditioned
When you all get better next monday, you guys can do it! Even tho it's stressing and all (trust me, i know), just keep pesevering doing your best. (:
Hoi Ting & those who passed
Grats! But it's still a longggg was to competition! Much more praticing to do! Brace ourselves....
(:
Labels: Lala
Kissables.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 7:51 PM
Hello.
Yeah. I love Hayley.
And yes Lala, my expressions can change as drastically as that.
Anywayyy...
Touch rugby
Running like crazy person.
Laughing at myself
Because my throwing and catching sucks
Whoop dee doo
I like spinning around like a drunk person
And no, I don't enjoy jumping repeatedly
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RePOP
CHINESE
Jumble of messy scrawly things
Black pens being scuked into a an abyss
Fingers dancing over the keyboard
Trying to fool time
And those irritating ____.
Tomorrow?
Goodnight.
Don't bleach or iron your bread.
[Someday we'll find it,
The rainbow connection,
The lovers,
The dreamers,
And me.]
-Pessimist
The rainbow connection,
The lovers,
The dreamers,
And me.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
just find another room laaaaaaaaa.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 10:26 PM
I Let You.
I Let You.
And Now I've Let You Too Much.
when you can't please everyone...................
heh, this blogpost title sounds pretty amusing hur?
Labels: Lala
pressure.
@ 9:43 PM
You can't expect so much from me just because .
Am I the one to look out for all the time?
The Pressure's On Us Now.
I Had A Serious Mental Breakdown During Choir Today.
During sectionals, Straight after Charlotte asked me if i was okay, i quickly ran for the toilet with Cheryl to hide my tears...... ):
After i calmed down, i went back, but saw the altos and just felt like crying again, so i ran back to the toilet.
My whole body shook so badly i just couldn't stop );
And Ms C caught me crying outside the toilet............ x(
But i just said it was cos of a headache (WHICH WAS, OKAY).
One of the contributing factors to my terrible mental, tired state.
x(
Sec1s had choir orientation today!
Heh, choir people are wildddddddddddddddddddd people (:
funny Funny FUNNY.
HEH.
Thank youuu:
Umairah, for accompanying me throughout recess! sitting with me playing guitar, and amusing me by trying to tie the guitar string into a tie! xD and thanks for offering me the chocolate, but i didnt feel good taking it, since it was a gift, so that's why i didnt. Thanks Anyway x)
TB! aka Simone!, for the amusing stickers and drawings (:
Cheryl, for comforting me while i was loosing my mind and crying like mad in the toilet/outside the counselling room, sorry for scaring you x( . But thank you for saying stuff which i found funny (:
Eunice, for the encouraging hug (:
Aleezaaa buddy (: , for asking if i was okay, although you thought i had eye infection/disease cos of my red eyes (just finished crying!) haha xO
Sarah/Pessimist , for walking home with me (like you always do, lol), the longgg walk really cheered me up (:
________, for showing this time, that you cared about me.
Other people who asked me if i was okay (Alto peeps!) :D
And Thank You _________,
For 'scolding' us.
Really.
Although this was the thing that
finally triggered my mental breakdown, this has really woken me up, and made me
realise how much effort certain people have put in, and how we dont appreciate
it.
I'm going to
work a lot harder from now on.
The Bad News,
Sudden auditions for Tota this fri.
If I dont get in, would mean that im not going for the trip.
I'll do my best , and see how productive these 2 days can be.
The Good News,
I've found my motivation.
(:
Didnt see Jia Ai today ):
Labels: Lala, One Of Those Days
Spinning Drunkards.
@ 8:42 PM
Hello.
Please keep in mind that
If you stop breathing,
YOU DIE.
On a lighter note,
Try standing in the middle of the school foyer,
Looking up and turning around at the same time.
It's a wonderful feeling.
SHUTTER SHADES ARE AWESOME.
[Stuck my middle finger at the world.]
-Pessimist
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
where we used to be.
Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 9:31 PM
I Want To Be Back There.
With These 3 People I (Used To...) Heart The Most.
With The Awesome Class I Love With All My Heart.
Before We Had All These Problems.
Before We Changed.
Before We Moved.
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
I FREAKIN MISS THE OLD SCH
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
who doesnt ):
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
yeah
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
IT WAS SO MUCH FUNNER THERE
GOT MORE PLACE TO SIT
MORE PLACE TO HAVE PARTY
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
it felt comfortable
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
MORE AIR
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
haha
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
yea
);
and
all the memories..
):
that place we had the UG interview..
*shudders*
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
._.
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
omg yeahhhh
i miss our alpha table ):
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
that bench Sarah Leong treated my injured shoulder at..
);
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
we left our mark there though. HEH
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
o.O
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
that place Jia Ai and Fong Wa and Sarah stood at, checking Dorian out.........
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
-.-"
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
or at least his clothes...............
cool shoes..........
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
LOLL
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
lol
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
delta table...
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
its in the current sch
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
that day we had Sabrina's birthday party.............
);
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu says:
oh shoot
gtg
bye
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
AHHH
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
bye
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
):
bye
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
):
sabrina birthday was the best. its just sad she didnt come
Umairah/Saruwatari Ayumu has left the conversation.
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
yes
ahhhhhh
oh my goddd
i really miss the old sch..
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
me too ):
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
the grandstand.......
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
the grandstand
the netball court
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
purposely using sci lesson as an excuse to go past 4S...
x)
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
the courtyard
HAHAHAH
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
haha
Container classroom area
so open...
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
dinner meal ):
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
our 1A banja
);
oh my god im crying
);
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
its okay............
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
oh my goshhh ahhh i really miss the place..
if i had the choice, i'd stay
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
sigh...
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
flexi room.....
i remember waiting outside ourclassroom during sec4 MT lessons
xD
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
hahahaa
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
ahhh gosh, we were so haha! then
x)
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
we stand outside our class for fun so manyt imes
we were so IMMATURE
now must learn to grow without them ):
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
yea ):
OH MYY GODD
AHHH
))))))))))))))))))));
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
once in awhile, i rmb those times, but keeping them so close to me, i dont think i can hold on any longer
Lidiya. ): IMYA. says:
i'll remember them................ I dont forget easily.
i can still remember that arthi was the person before me who sat at amirah's interviewing table
har har..
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
i forgot who was before me. but i rmb i ask ppl to go in first cos i was damn scared
Lidiya. ): IMY. IMY Old Cedar. says:
hahaha!
i was.. ESCAPING FROM ALICIA
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
I REMEMBER! HAHAAH
Lidiya. ): IMY. IMY Old Cedar. says:
then SHE GO AND DRAW HEARTS ON MY NAME
TSK!
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
funny kids man!
so innocent huh? ahahah
Lidiya. ): IMY. IMY Old Cedar. says:
hahah!
Lidiya. ): says:
I miss flos ):
remember trashing session?
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
a lot of memories for alpha. sigh
we thrashed at flos, grandstand was quite teruk also
Lidiya. ): says:
RED BRICK ROAD D;
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
16/10 and 3/6. thrashing with tears
Lidiya. ): says:
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
punishment at red brick road
Lidiya. ): says:
and the busstops........ );
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
doing drills at red brick road w/o shoes
Lidiya. ): says:
oh my god la. the last time i passed by there i cried okay..
eek
farah eclipsefsdteamftw(: says:
and planking us for 1 min ++
Lidiya. ): says:
);
And You Know What?
I Don't Feel Ashamed Nor Embarrassed For Saying These Things Anymore.
Because It's All Over.
Dedicated to Nurul!
@ 4:50 AM
HAYLOWWWWWWWWWWWW NURUL :D
hehehe i secretly took this pic of you aft induction! ^_^
SO SAD CANNORT SEE YOUR FACE! HAHA!
(PURPLE ISNT TOO A GAY COLOUR I HOPE! HAHA!)
(PURPLE ISNT TOO A GAY COLOUR I HOPE! HAHA!)
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY! (:
I remember the first time I met you, it was through Yasmin right? But then I only knew you as the Malay girl in basketball! ( xD sorryyyyyyyy!) And that Amanda liked to ask me why i didnt joining bball again, and kept saying that you managed to join so I can. Hahaha!
I Shall Put My Usual 10 Reasons (:
Ten Reasons Why You're Awesome:
10. You have the softest pooh bear eyes
(:
9. You play basketball with me!!
8. You know my cousins !
7. You easily over-react and it's pretty funny at times! (seriously!
*tuesday*cough*)
6. You & I both think SEEMING is SUPER ADORABLEEE!
:D
5. You go for last-min movies with me and Amanda! :D and make funny
faces with me during obsene movie scenes and like to laugh at Amanda's priceless
facial expressions with me (:
4. You wait for me during farewell and
take photos with random Sec4 PSLs you don't even know (: and you think it's
crazy at first, but in the end, you thanked me loads for it x)
3.
Hanging out with you is really fun, and that day, 16 Dec 09, was a blast and I
enjoyed every part of it (: even tho it ended badly, I will still
cherish and remember that day for the rest of my life (:
2. You love Lee
Jia Ai! (mee toooo :D) and I enjoy the highhhh conversations with me and Jia Ai
and you!(:
1. You always show how much you care, by asking me on my
problems and advicing me, even if it has nothing to do with you.
Despite how much we fight (which was quite a few times last month...), we can always find a way to make up to each other (: Don't blame yourself too much for making me feel bleargh okay! I'm sorry if I get angry at you and don't tell you why. (i promise I'll tell you ive im ever angry at you again!) And I'm sorry if my sudden mood swings freak you out! x)
It's because of you, I'm where I am today , and because of you, my dec holidays wern't so boring!and because of you, I always have a lil something extra to look forward to when PSL-related events come about (: I hope we can really bond throughout the next 3 years! (: (and maybe, just hopefully go to the same JC too!) Although our friendship is honestly the most complicated one I've ever had,
I really cherish every moment of it (:
Thank You For Being Such A Great Friend.
♥
(:
Ahhh! Still havent finished the dedication to Jia Ai! ): i wrote most of it on the letter! hmm.... i think I'll leave it for tuesday? I'll have more to write if Nurul and I talk to you on that day (: must be as long as possible! :D
Labels: Birthdays, Dedications, Jia Ai, Lala