Breathing is essential and so is my butler.
Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
Hello.
Today, I'm feeling...hmm...what's the word??? Rebellious? Or maybe it's just...CRAZY. I shall write differently and laugh and do anything that pops into my mind. Be prepared peeps. Sarah Amalina has been let loose.
Today was GREAT. Except for Maths and Science period but that's boring so I won't talk about it. Heehee.
History - Watched Click.
Literature - Watched Narnia: Prince Caspian
Geography - Presented our Geog performance task.
English - Farewell party for Miss Lee!
It was sooooo fun. Miss Lee made a speech. She said we were a very enthusiastic class. YEAH!!! She enjoyed teaching us and wished us all the best. Then we ate a lot of junk food. Hoi Ting went around taping everything. And everyone had to say what was their most memorable Miss Lee moment.
I said, "I don't really have one,but I have to say Miss Lee made me work harder and I never gave up on my English. She made me look forward to English lessons again. I think she's a wonderful teacher."
I had two farewells today. Three if you're counting my parting with my friends. LOL. The second one was for Miss Chye. As already mentioned by Lidiya, we surprised her and she was really really shocked. The choir sang 'You Raise Me Up' very beautifully. And the video was nice too. She made a speech which nearly made me cry. I can't believe it. I know Miss Chye has never taught the Sec 1s but I think she is great. And I wish I had a chance to have been taught by her. But nonetheless, no regretting! Just happy memories.
You want to know how 'rebellious' I was today?
-I vandalised myself.
-I screamed and shouted and totally lost control.
-I lied and swore eventhough I promised to stop both bad habits.
-I stoned right in front of MASA when he was talking to me.
-I starved myself.
-I *****
Yeah...I am such a bad girl. NOT. HAHAHAHAHA. I forgot something else.
-I sang random songs at the top of my voice.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh I should explain about what happened when Lidiya and me were going home just now. We saw SL running. Eventhough I was on the phone with my mother, I managed to smile at her. And she looked surprised. HAHAHAHAHA. Then we saw the rest of the group and I smiled at all of them. 3 of them smiled at me and D said bye. Lidiya was just hyperventilating and panicking. I swear if her sunflower was there, she would have had a cardiac arrest. Thank goodness she wasn't. Oh and yes I got her sunflower's ******!!! Her friend just like gave it to me and I was like okaaaaay. Cool.
Yeah and we were totally squashed in the bus. I felt soooooooooo sorry for Lidiya cos she had to carry her HEAVY box of books. I wanted to help her but I was beside Gerry(we met her at the bus stop)and I was helping Gerry who was in danger of falling, poor thing. And when we got off the bus, I couldn't help her cos I called Sebastian. (Who called me while I was squashed in the bus. LOL.) And I really have to practice holding the phone between my ear and shoulder. I tried that just now while holding Lidiya's extremely heavy box and nearly fell over.
Okay I gotta go now. Have a good holiday peeps. Remember to do your homework. HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah right. Okay goodnight!
Hey Sebastian,
(mein schon little butler)
You never told me you wanted me to call you that! I always assumed you wanted me to call you Sebas-chan. HAHAHAHAHA. It's nicer. :) Anyway, I don't care what you say, anyone I say is brillant, awesome, great, fantastic, cool, etc yeah well, they ARE. HAHAHAHAHA. I am so full of myself. NOT. Anyway, I hope that you'll continue singing for me. I love to hear you sing. Pfssssssssssssssssh. Hmm...I suggest you go and wiki your newest nickname. Cos I came up with very interesting results including a Fender guitar, a band, place(s), cattle and even CHOCOLATE!!! HAHAHAHAHA. I nearly fell off my chair laughing at that. Oooh I need to document some more. ARGH. T-T Okay okay okay I need to go now.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Sebastian.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to,
anyway you've got to,
Love love me,
love love me, love love.
I've been crying for so long,
Fighting tears just to carry on,
But now, but now, it's gone away.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Goodday :D
Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 10:36 PM
YAY FOR MY SUNFLOWER!!!!!SHE CAME TO SCHOOL TODAY!!! :D:DLala<3
(You brighten up my day :D)
Labels: Lala
GIBSON LES PAUL STUDIO
@ 6:06 AM
-Gibson les paul studio autographed by the kaiser chiefsOMG I WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
(I was practically ogling [sp?] at this picture for 5mins)
Lala<3
Labels: Lala
Kittens, Killers and Kisses.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 @ 7:54 PM
Hello.
I am still alive.
Allelujah.
Anyway,
today was...
FUN yet painful.
HAHAHAHAHA
How contradicting.
Fun cos
- No MASA
-We had a free period. Heeheehee.
- We played softball for PE
- TOP was cool.
- No choir practice. I'm very lazy to go for practice. :D
-I took the 6.40 am bus.
Softball was damn fun!
My team consisting of
Asyikin, Diva, Jody, Nabilah, Natalie, Parvathi,
(4 trackers, 1 netball, 1 RCY and 1 choir. LOL.)
ROCKED SOCKS.
Cos we run very fast.
Heh as if soooo pro.
But it was soooo fun.
I hit the ball on my first try and
ran like crazy to the 2nd base.
Heh.
Spelling today.
And no one told me.
Luckily it was quite easy.
Went home with Lidiya.
Met Pearlyn on the bus.
And Liyana for a second day in a row.
HAHAHAHAHA
I never really noticed how DARK it is
at 6.30 in the morning.
HAHAHAHAHA
I just blasted my music.
Like REALLY loudly.
If anyone crept up on me,
I wouldn't realise.
Which is a bad thing.
Heh.
Argh I got loads of homework today.
Gotta go finish it.
Bye peeps.
P.S. I never really mentioned why today was painful did I?
I'm not going to.
HAHAHAHAHA
Hey Sebas-chan,
(mein schon little butler)
I didn't get to give you your drugs today.
*pouting*
Nevermind.
Tomorrow then.
I hope you like the new songs,
especially Johanna.
Are you sure it's nicer?
I'm still worrying.
And documenting like crazy.
Yay.
Anyway,
gotta go.
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[Love at first sight,
Never thought it could happen to me.
But you made me believe.
Kidnap my heart,
Take me with you.
Kidnap my heart,
Make my dreams come true.
Take me away cos falling in
Love ain't very far, not far from the start.
Kidnap my heart.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Hurt?
@ 4:59 PM
Crutches, Anyone?I'm pretty happy today ;)))))Mayb cause going home with Sarah was fun today ;)ANDI met my sis at THE SAME TIME AT THE BUSSTOP,AGAIN!!!!Two days in a row lerhh..... ._."'Haha, stayed back with NCC ppl. Lol, a particular farny incident that happened juz now:
*I was buying food at snack shop*Me: * Pays for 1 pkt of mamee and 1 pkt of chips, total :$1:40 . Gives $5 note and shop woman gives $4 back. Only After I walk away for a few secs DEN I realised that she gave me e wrong change.*
Farah's Buddy (Sorry I forgot ur name!!): "Ehhh, u shud giv back leh..."Me:"I know!! Omg larh.. budden I scared the man think my maths very the teruk or smtng...." Me:*Looks scared and starts getting paranoid* *Finally, after 3 mins, (still haven't eaten anything..) I plucked up the courage to go back to the stall and giv back the money*Me: "Erm.. sorry but I think you gave me the wrong change...." *Woman checks what I bought and how much she gave me before that*Woman:"Oh, thank you. Very honest" *Smiles at me*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAOmg larh... after that I was like... smiling and felt soo good. Farah's buddy was then randomly asked if the Kitkat she was eating (she bought it from the stall) was very nice. AHAAAHAHA so farny larh her expression ;]....Kays ppl, Farah is getting PARANIOD herself cause she sees SOMEONE at the same lib as she and Sab. Ouch.YAY! A colourful post!! :D:D____________________________________________________________________I knew why you didn't come today,And I'm fine with it.I'm fine with whatever you chose,As long as it is the BEST for youAnd I won't be sad if I know that you are happy fine with this decisionIt's up to you,All up to you....__________________________________________________________________________
Get well soon my SUNFLOWER ;))))))))Lala<3P.S. I'm getting random cedarians staring at me... Why?? O.o..Labels: Lala
Is nyappy even a word?
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 @ 6:32 PM
Hello.
I am alive and well, thank you for asking.
I am going to die though.
ARGH.
Art is killing me.
And I think I AM going to get a miserable rotten egg.
Just like Miss Teh said she wanted to buy me.
(The egg. She doesn't want to buy me - I'm not for sale!!!)
Anyway,
jokes and rotten eggs aside,
let's get cracking.
(Shut up about the egges already.)
Yeah
I didn't go jogging today
cos my mother adamantly forbid me
in case I fainted during jogging.
And then I got into trouble cos
she didn't even write a letter.
*Sigh*
Insecure.
Adjective.
1. Not sure or certain; doubtful.
2. Inadequately guarded or protected.
3. Not firm or fixed; unsteady.
4.
a. Lacking stability; troubled.
b. Lacking self-confidence, assurance; plagued by anxiety.
I specifically looked it up.
They always say
(or least, my father does)
jealousy is caused by insecurity.
People get affected by gossip and rumours
cos they are insecure.
( No offence to anyone, I'm actually talking about moi.)
So...does this really mean I'm insecure?
Because
- I get jealous easily.
- According to somebody, I sulk everyday.
(*dagger eyes*)
- I get affected by what people say sometimes.
- I get nervous when people don't contact me.
- I panic a lot.
- I have an irrational fear of eating in public.
Ooooooh. There is a lot of evidence.
EEEEEEEEPS.
Okay, you people decide.
Am I really insecure?
Okay,
I gotta go now.
Bye peeps.
Hey Sebas-chan,
(mein schon little butler)
What do you think about the crap I just wrote?
HAHAHAHAHA
It was really really random.
ARGH.
Documenting messages, especially 500++
is NOT fun.
It is painful...and dirty.
I got inkstains all over my hands!
Sheesh.
The stupid things I do are uncountable.
Okay.
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
To Lala,
Don't be depressed okay?
And death is NOT an option.
Believe me.
I know how you feel.
And I just wanted to let you know,
I'll always be here for you.
In fact, I've been behind you for as long as I can remember.
I'm that little voice in the back of your mind.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh.
Somebody once told me,
'Lidiya looks pretty when she smiles.'
So smile kay?
XD
And I almost forgot,
you're welcome.
:)
[By now you know that,
I'd come for you.
No one but you.
Yes, I'd come for you,
But only if you told me to.
I'd fight for you,
I'd lie it's true,
Give my life for you,
You know I'll always come for you.
So if you're ever lost and
Find yourself all alone,
I'd search forever just to bring you home,
Here and now, it's a vow.
No matter what gets in my way,
As long as there's still life in me,
No matter what, remember,
You know I'll always come for you.
I'd crawl across this world for you,
Do anything you want me to,
No matter what, remember,
I'll always come for you.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Kryptonite, insults and spiky hairstyles.
Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 6:58 PM
Hello.
I went back to school today.
Eventhough I still felt feverish
and I was perspiring like a mad chicken this morning.
HAHAHAHAHA.
MASA was mean today.
He quizzed the five people who were absent last Friday
on the microscope
and I, being the total idiot I am,
answered total crap.
It was really funny cos Natalie
was trying hard to help me,
waving the answer behind MASA's back.
It was so hilarious,
When he asked me to answer,
I started laughing.
Seriously, how retarded could I get?
Oh wait.
Don't answer that.
Anyway,
MASA is not coming for 2 days.
Yay.
HAHAHAHAHA
Oh
I can't believe Miss Lee is leaving!
She hasn't even taught us for half a year!
(Okay, fine, she's leaving after July. Still...)
She's a GREAT English teacher.
And she's very very very nice.
I shall miss her quite a bit when she leaves.
I documented some stuff again today.
500+ messages left.
*Sigh*
I better get rid of them before the June holidays.
Or else, there could be a BIG problem.
Haiz.
Why couldn't phone companies invent
a phone that saves messages
and prints them out?
I should go and suggest it to them.
I bet loads of people will find it useful.
Anyway,
I gotta go.
Bye peeps.
Hey Sebas-chan,
(mein schon little butler)
The songs you sent to me are really nice!
Thank you.
And the band name is cool.
HAHAHAHAHA
I nearly died laughing when
I read all our old messages.
I forgot to ask,
how's the random manga doing?
I hope it's good.
Heeheehee.
Well obviously it's good.
You did it.
And my Sebas-chan never fails does he?
HAHAHAHAHA
Okay I totally know what you're thinking.
My Lord is REALLY scary.
I agree.
Okay,
I need to go.
Thank you for remembering.
XD
Goodnight Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[One song,
About a girl.
Can't breathe when I'm around her.
I wait here every day,
In case she'll scratch the surface.
She'll never notice...
I'm not in love,
This is not my heart.
I'm not going to waste these words,
About a girl.
To be loved, to be loved,
What more could you ask for?
I'm not in love,
This is not your song,
I'm not going to waste these words,
About a girl.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Random quote.......
Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 1:55 PM
Quote of the Day:
"It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when I see you, you don't even have to speak...all you can do is smile, and it can make my day, and then that's how I remember my reasons for loving you."
It's just that I can't smile back,
You'll just turn away.......
Lala<3Labels: Lala