Can? Can? Bye!
Saturday, July 04, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
Hello.Ciao random people. I am so freakishly hyper. Again. Now I think it's because of tomorrow, more chocolate, running around, dancing around the house, listening to MJ songs. Yeaaaaah.I spent about 5-10 min this morning/afternoon looking for the ice-cream man. I was in the bathroom and my mother was like, "Oi go down and buy ice-cream!"And I was like, "What? I'm supposed to go down wearing my towel?""Haha. Just hurry up."Why couldn't she ask my doofus of a big brother? By the time we got downstairs, that weirdo guy who rings an annoying bell was GONE. So we went around and around trying to find him. How absolutely retarded. *sigh* And for the record, we didn't find him. Hmph.Today was very very very hot! And I panicked a lot today. Thanks to random people at my grandmother's house, annoying people who interrupted me while I was enjoying myself singing loudly in the lift, my elder brother (okay practically my whole family), Lala, Farizan...yeah. So sad. Especially the person who interrupted my singing. Like wth man...Saaaaaaaaaad.I just realised that I wear a lot of short skirts. But it's more like dresses...and I wear them with jeans so I don't think it counts. Whatever. I'm being retarded and totally random. I hope one day, I'll be the cause of a riot. AHAHAHAHAHA. If you're smart enough, you'll figure out that I just made a play of words. I think. HAHAHAHAHA.More random crap...Imaginary people are so cute.My handphone sucks.My brothers are gits...but their my gits. :D I don't like Lil Wayne.Lala is so random!Staring at a mirror is just freaky.Vegetable crackers are not as disgusting as they sound.I love accents.I did my math homework!Michael Jackson was kind of hot. *blushing*I eat chocolate for breakfast.Okay I'm sleepy...I shall try and post about tomorrow. If I live...which I'm starting to think is not going to be possible. AHHHHHHHHHH. Okay, I want to go and freak out some more. Goodnight peeps.P.S. I spent 1 hr, 32 min and 32 s on the phone with somebody who wants to kill me. So awesome.[Dirty Diana,
Let me be!]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
TGIF = Toes Go In First.
Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 10:30 PM
Hello.AHAHAHAHA. I'm so freakishly hyper. And I have no idea why. How scary...Maybe it's the cocktail of chocolate, laughing like a retard, hearing Sebastian speak in totally random voices, torturing Sebastian and the cold weather. Hmm...Today was good. First of all, MASA actually noticed I was gone yesterday, and he asked if I was okay today. I was REALLY freaked out...but it was nice of him to ask. Thank you MASA. HAHAHAHAHA. As if you can read this. Lit and English was great cos Miss Brislin is really niceee. :) And I slacked for the last 2 periods of the day. :)) And and and went home with Carolyn, Lala and Rachel Lee. Favourite line of the day?"The kitten was so cute, I felt like picking it up and throwing it." - Lala. All of us laughed like, like...okay I can't find a good adjective. Nevermind.Then then then, Sebastian totally spoiled my surprise I danced around the house singing Beat It by MJ. Yeaaaaaah.Okay, I shall describe yesterday. First of all, it's not as peaceful as you think. Teachers go in and out of the office like every few minutes. But most of them asked if I was okay, even the vice-principal. Miss Poon gave me a sweet! :) Bad thing is, I can't go to sleep, can't blast my music and can't sms anybody. I just had to sit there, and look at every person who passed by. I purposely put on my 'gangster' (AHAHAHAHA!) face so they'll be scared. I think it kind of worked. Or maybe it's just the mask. But I got to eat outside the canteen. :POh, more people asked me if I was okay. Thank you for all your concern! :) Thank you Shane, Fitriah, Rachel Lee, Carolyn, Charmian, Asyikin, Brenda, Nabilah, Parvathi, Amirah, Lala and teachers. Okay, almost everybody. :D Oh and Anna Ng, if you're reading this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)GAH omg I have to go and sleep. So super dee duper tired! *yawn* Goodnight peeps. :D[I Quit! I Quit! I Quit!
But I'm not giving you up.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
I'd cry if it wasn't all dried up.
Thursday, July 02, 2009 @ 10:31 PM
Hello.Quick post. I was sick today, my temperature reached 37.6 °C and I had to go home. Correction: I had to wait two hours outside, not doing anything AT ALL, before I went home. Just 4 min before the last bell rang. So awesome. But on the bright side, I missed Maths and Malay. Yay. Heeheehee. I'm so evil. On the downside, everyone who passed by stared at me! Do I look scary wearing a mask? So weird. Oh, I'd just like to thank these random people who messaged or called me just to ask if I was okay. I'm so touched. And BTW, about the title of this post, I can't cry not cos my tears are dried up, but cos I'm doing my geography essay about droughts. LOL.It's in totally random order: Charmian, Brenda, Rachel Lee, Sebastian, Sheen, Amirah, Jeslyn and Fitriah. :) I love all of you. And I'm so happy to know that people care about me. Oh...now I sound corny. HAHAHAHAHA.Anyway, got to sleep now. Will post more about what's it like to sit outside the general office watching the world go by. :D Byeee peeps.[If you fall, I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
My lips are sealed...Literally.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 7:53 PM
Hello.I am so screwed. Yet I am laughing my head off. I was supposed to hand in an assignment approx 2 hours ago. And well, I can't be bothered I am sooo dead. Yay.On the bright side, laptops rule! I'm like using my cousin's laptop to type this post. She is so nice. :) And I'm getting more black pens. :))) Today was okay. But all the teachers held some secret discussion and decided to ask me questions today. :( MASA, cikgu, and Mrs Tan was listening to me talking to myself. How embarassing. Especially when I couldn't answer them. Pfsssssssssssh.Where is everybody when I need them? I messaged a few people who didn't even bother to reply. I am sooo sad. Am that unimportant? Or am I just annoying? *sigh*I need a hug. *pouting*Now I'm going to go eat my dinner. Byeee peeps.[I don't care.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Great Un-Expectations.
Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
Hello.First of all, there is no way anyone wants to read my post after Lala's colourful and extremely interesting/random post. So I'll keep it short. And funny.I would just like to say, I SURVIVED TODAY. So happy. Cos I didn't get scolded at all. :) HAHAHAHAHA. And I did all my maths homework for the 1st time in a loooooong time. :PI would tell you everything that happened today but I said I'd keep it short so I'll skip to Maths. Before MASA came in, Jeslyn, Priscilla, Natalie and me placed bets to see if he would ask us about our holidays. All of us bet he would. He came in, and his 1st question was, 'How were your holidays?' We all burst out laughing like retards. Then he was like, Care to share the joke? And me, feeling rather reckless, told him. Then he said, I read your minds before coming to class.' And I made a face. HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, that was the highlight of the day. Besides that, I had to run, do sit-ups and back raises in my uniform. Don't ask why. But doing back raises on the stone benches hurts like hell. Slacked during C & T double period. :D Went home with Lala and Rachel, laughed like crazy at Lala's weird rantings. HAHAHAHAHA.Okay I am kinda happy cos I didn't expect the day would be so awesome. And also cos I did my homework. I sound like a nerd...whatever. I need to go blast music and read Lala's posts. Byeee peeps.P.S. Niceee post Lala. :D[So get back, back, back to the disaster,
My heart's beating faster.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Saddest movies... :((
@ 5:34 PM
Gosh.I've just watched Harper's Island on Youtube.The part where Chloe and Cal died.So I decided to post a few of the most SADDEST movie scenes I've watched so that I can remember them all :))):I decided to post those vids which music had made up a HUGE portion of the sadness:5)
Harper's Island Episode 11- Chloe's and Cal's Death :((( (Letters from the sky -Civil Twilight)Yerss.. THIS is the scene which I JUST MISSED!! (refer to previous post)Omg lahh this scene soo dam sad! Watched this multiple times!Pretty brutal killing for Cal. Teared up lahhh. They JUST had to die after he proposed to her GAHHH!! WHY DID SHE HAVE TO KILL HERSELF!?!??!From the moment she screamed and the song started to play at 3:14,my heart was already on the floor!!OMG.....Love IS a scary thing...The Most Emotional Lyrics:
One of these days the sky's gonna break and everything will escape and I'll know
One of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea and they'll know
That you and I were made for this
I was made to taste your kiss
We were made to never fall away
Never fall away
"You can't have me."
Wonderfully said. :((((((4)Narnia Prince Caspian- Ending scene (The Call- Regina Spektor)Ohmygahh this scene, ESPECIALLY with the music made me cry siaa. Last year EVERYONE was toking abt 'the-song-from-that-narnia-prince-caspian-movie'. Well, SINCE i didn't watch the movie in the cinemas, I just searched for the song. And a long time after that, I managed to find a vid on youtube of the scene.The Most Emotional Lyrics:
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Sadly, I only managed to find the scene in Italian so I'm posting the song only.
OMG this one I remember watching on TV! So sad ahh! This time I JUST managed to hide my tears.The song is just so magical...My fav is 2:30
The Most Emotional Lyrics:
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather,
And stars may collide
But I love you (I love you)
Until the end of time(until the end of time)
Ahh! Everyone's Favourite :)). Probably the most tragic love story I've ever watched [Excluding Romeo and Juliet (But I haven't even watched it yet =.=") and Great Expectations(Which I watched randomly on star movies but there were no particular scenes which stood out for me.)]. Including one of the most SADDESTESTEST SONGS EVER WRITTEN!!!
The Most Emotional Lyrics:
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(GAH! IT'S ALL EMOTIONAL ._.")
AND, THE WINNER IS...
DRUMROLL PLEASE (gosh I'm so lame =.=)
..................................
This movie is the movie with the BIGGEST impact I've ever had from a movie in my life.
I can still remember myself ,very well,watching this movie when I was soo young , prolly abt 5 yrs old only :)). I cried SOOO much when the Dragon died that I was wailing like a retard and asking everyone why he had to die and attacking them as if it was their fault. (Omg I sound like a Monstaa!!) I can remember trashing about, trying to break free of my mother's grasp, who was trying to drag me to bed while I wailed and shouted and screamed really badly. I didn't want to sleep until I knew why he had to die, finding possible loopholes and I stayed up until so late just thinking about it.
Ahhh, the impact. The song is so beautiful especially cause It's instrumental.
Still made me cry the first time I watched it again after ALL these years.....
"To the Stars Bowen, To The Stars."
Okay! Tat list is done :)).
Well, I hope yall saw the OTHER side of me reading and watching the vids :))). The more emotional side (as if im not emo in sch arhh!!). haha :DD.
Love,
Is a powerfulscary thing.
Give me attention
I need it now
Too much distance
To measure it out
Out loud
Tracing patterns across a personal map
And making pictures where the lines overlap
Lala<3
Yay! Paramore has a new album coming out September 29th!
I LOVE WHERE THE LINES OVERLAP!! :DDD
Labels: Lala
Mind The Insanity
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 11:34 PM
I don't wanna go backk to school tomorrow.
I really don't wanna go back to school tomorrow.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY don't wanna go back to school TOMORROW!!
Heyos! Back from Msia. Had a great time! Currently in my background, my cousin and younger bro are shooting 'laser guns' and fighting over them and accusing me of being the 'Evil-Peach-Princess-Who-Wants-To-Electricute-Everyone-With-Her-Laptop.'
=.="Great, now my cousin's 'attacking' me with the gun shouting "I'VE FOUND HER WEAKNESS!!"
=.=
And now my other bro has come down. Apperently, he's 'THE BOSS'. Nah, they'll see when I get a hold of him. At least they've got a distraction.
!!!
And my youngest bro just suddenly broke into the chorus of womanizer and doing his gay dance all over the place.
!!!! OMGWth I just wrote all that crap down!
Shall cancel it all out now...
Got so many things to talk abt but sooo little time.. :(((
Okay here we go :
1) Msia Hols in Langkawi :)))
2) Random phrases.
3)How much I hate airoplane rides.
4) Harper's island.
5) And finally, HOMEWORK progress... URGH!!
Msia hols in Langkawi!!
Had LOADS of fun :)))))) Fufilled my wish of experiencing a sunset by the beach alone :). Drew a cool sunflower. Ran around the beach like an idiot monkey. But it was fun :)). HATEHATEHATE! The SQUEEZY car ride!!! >:(.
Random Phrases!!!
1) My family was in the super-squeezy-car and many of us were complaning. My younger bro randomly said this first.
Younger Bro: Shh!! Later got Fatimah Rocker!
Then the rest of us added on...
My sis : Later got monster!
Me : Got ghost!
My youngest bro came up with a SUPER creative ans..
Youngest bro: Eh! Later got Micheal Jackson!!!
Everyone else in the car: EH! He dead already!
My sis: EH! Later he come back to life! Later like that thriller music vid! Later he do moonwalk across the road! Den got all the other monsters come from behind him from the forest!
HAHAHAHA XDDDDDDDDDDD
2) This was REALLY FARNY:
My mum was telling us about ghost stories our grandfather told her, esp. those he experienced himself. She was telling us this part when my grandfather was peeing in the woods for IDK WHAT REASON!!!!!
My mum: "Tok Wan (My grandfather) was peeing when he suddenly heard the sound of flapping wings and someone laughing above him..He suddenly looked up to see..."
My dad suddenly interrupts: " NEK WAN! (My grandmother)"
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
What is more retarded is that only 15 mins AFTER that incident, then I started laughing my head of, till I cried.
WTH WTH WTH.
How much I HATE airoplane rides!!!
URGH! Airoplane rides are TERRIBLE! Because your ears pop and It hurts like mad. ESP if you hav SAND IN YOUR EARS FOR SOME WEIRD REASON MAYB CAUSE YOU WENT TO ROLL IN THE SAND BEFORE THAT LIKE SOME RETARD. Okay. And food for us muslims is SO UNFAIR! The non-muslims get a MUCH bigger variety of food!! :(( Its soo sad to see this. And it gets SOOO IRRITATING when you hav to fill in those health forms thingys which they JUST started 2 days ago and ppl hav to borrow your only pen, and they take so FREAKISHLY LONG that you fall asleep and only wake up just as the airoplane lands, to find that you havent even done ANY homework in the plane.
=.="
Harper's Island!!!
OMG LAHHHH! I just got back at abt 11pm just now, at 11:15pm went to take a shower, just got out to hear the END CREDITS SONG PLAYING ON THE TV! :(((((((
I can't believe it!
AND IT JUST HAD TO BE THE EPISODE WHERE CHLOE DIES!!
URGH!! :(((((
She's my fav character sia!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, not cause she play's all those sick scenes with that Epic movie dude ( I DONT WATCH THEM KAY)
But maybe cause she looks a lot like Demi Lovato.
A LOT.
Hm.. I hope Demi does look like that when she's older..
^^.
Homework progress!!(Urrgh I dont wanna talk about thiss...)
VERY UNSUCCESSFUL!
English: All done exept that other english compre.
Maths : Urgh I dont care about this anymore...
Science: Dont give much of a damn... unless KS is our new science teacher. >.<>
Malay: HARYOHHHH I DON WAN! I DON WANNN
His and Geog: One more day do finish...
My parents are letting my two younger bros and younger sister pon sch tmr. She gave me a choice too but I refused. I miss sch:((((.
I miss my friends.
I miss the laughter.
I miss you.
DDDD:
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Come back soon my sunflower :DDD.Labels: Lala
Crying is out of the question.
@ 11:34 AM
Hello.As you can see, I'm going to try not to be sad that there's school tomorrow. At least I'm going out later. :)Okay this is a quick quick post but then again why stay at home when I can go out and enjoy the last bit of freedom that I have? HAHAHAHAHA. But of course, must get ready to work hard for this new term. It will be crazy, I can tell. But I will get through it. Yeah! (As the NCC people like to say, MUST ENDURE!!! HAHAHAHAHA.)Ah I must go and find my gloves. Or whatever they're called, I forgot. A piece of cloth that covers my hands and wrists. HAHAHAHAHA. Okay, byeee peeps. Smile all the way and don't think about tomorrow. :D[The Inevitable.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS