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Lala&Pessimist
Lala
190296.
Proud member of VJ Choir (ALTO!)
Pessimist
080796.
The Meridian Stage.
Haig Girls School o8'
Cedar Girls Secondary.
Cedar Choir.
Victoria Junior College (Lala)
Meridian Junior College (Pessimist)
Lala
Music
Paramore
Lupe Fiasco
The Icarus Account
KT Tunstall
Guitars.
Pessimist
Writing
Reading
Running
Poetry
Pierce The Veil
Paramore
Wants!
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UPDATED:26.05.2013
Lala's Wishes :
Watch That Perfect Sunset
Spend more time on my music
Loads of Freddo & Timeout chocolateee!! (:
Own a pet Snow Leopard
Pessimist's Wishes :
Survive 2013
Write more
Become a penguin
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Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 7:00 PM
Hello.Ignore the random numbers that are the title of my post. It's just crap. HAHAHAHAHA. I'm still kinda depressed about yesterday's events. And cos I ran up and down FOR NOTHING. Argh.I'm sooo sad cos I didn't get to go the Guides Carnival today. I'm sorry Lala. I'm sorry Guides. It's not my fault. I don't know who to blame anyway. So I guess all of you can blame me. I don't mind. I really don't want to go back to school. AT ALL. I did my homework but I...I just don't want to see the teachers, get more homework, get stressed and more sleepless nights. *sigh*So I just have to work really hard to try and get ready for school on Monday. Positive thinking...I can't think of anything. Let me know if there IS a good reason to go back to school. Anyway, I need to go and scream at people. Byeee peeps.[The only way out is to
DIE.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Breathe slowly...We'll make it through.
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 9:49 PM
Hello.Today is such a bittersweet day. I can't decide to be happy or sad or worried. Shall I elaborate?First of all, I awoke to the devastating news of Michael Jackson's death. I was very shocked and I nearly choked on my cereal. I thought I heard wrong. Sadly, I hadn't. Seriously, his death came as a very big shock to me. I admit I'm not a very big fan of him, but that doesn't mean that I don't care. I feel sad for any musician's death. I think I know how they feel, when they're on stage, the adrenaline rush, the ultimate excitement of performing. It's so...how do I describe it? It's so fulfilling, so nice to work hard and just hearing applause at the end of it...it makes you feel great. After you sweat your blood and tears, it's worth it. I am saddened by the death of the King Of Pop, who sold millions of albums, who was really really really talented. I'll remember him for all the great things he did. I hope he rests in peace.Later that day, I went to the library with Abigail and Rachel Lee. The 2 1/2 hours were fun, just talking, catching up on the time we hadn't seen each other. It was nice and I had a great time. But our time together was tainted by some more shocking, devastatingly scary news. I am not in a position to tell what the news is, but it made all 3 of us stop talking. We spent 5 min praying for our beloved friend and right now, I'm still praying for her. I hope she's feeling better.So as you can see, my day was filled with sad news and I'm trying not to get depressed by all of it. Someone once said, 'There is a a silver lining in every cloud.' I am trying to calm down, look on the positive side. And I'm supposed to be a pessimist. HAHAHAHAHA. But that name is just an 'inside joke'. (I prefer the term 'melodramatic irony'...)I shall end this post with something funny to cheer all of you up, in case you're affected by my sad post. I went to the supermarket just now and I saw this mascot for a brand of cereal. The mascot is a giant monkey, named Coco. (Not to be confused with the koala bear of Koko Krunch.)Being the weird person I am, I somehow freaked out and panicked. I mean, what would you do if a huge monkey came up to you? (Or maybe Lala's experience made me scared.) I was really scared of that thing and I hid behind my elder brother. (Who I must add, was of no use whatsoever.) Luckily, it didn't shake my hand. My younger brother was so happy to get a handshake from monkey boy. *shudder* And the weird thing was, that thing kept following me everywhere! I was seriously freaked out. ARGH.You can laugh I suppose at my irrational fear of a giant monkey mascot. But I tell you, it's evil!!!Okay, I need to go eat some chocolate to ease my fears. Byeee peeps.[Just stay strong,
I'm here for you.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist
STUPEFY STUPEFIED.
Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 3:46 PM
Hello.
I should take Lala's advice and post more. But I don't have much time to post. Anyway I'll just list down some random stuff cos I'm too lazy to write what happened to me. Also, I kind of forgot...-
Dead, wet moths are EXTREMELY gross.-
My moods are following the weather pattern, UNPREDICTABLE.-I started laughing at Tyki's sadistic torturing. I'm losing it. *sigh*-8 books are not enough for me, the bookworm.-Sebastian's influence is very strong.-People stare at me when I go out wearing my school uniform. Weird ._.-My mum forced me to borrow 3 malay books. I borrowed 1 with the title, 'German for beginners'.-I LOVE LOVE LOVE OREO MCFLURRY.I hope someone gets me an English-German dictionary. Or an English-Japanese dictionary. :DArgh oh my gosh I have to go and run around the house and do crap. I shall post more, don't worry. Byeee peeps. :DP.S. I love the new blog song. :D[Fist in the air,
I'm not going down without a fight!]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
DOTS.
@ 1:47 PM
WOOSHHHHHHHHH!!!!(Apperently that was the biggest size they have. >.<)Off to Malaysia : DDDDDGonna be back on Sunday malam. :)))Lala<3I hope to get Internet access..>.<Labels: Lala
True- Ryan Cabrera
@ 12:43 PM
A new blog song! :)))
It's only temporary.
Gonna change it next time.
Ryan Cabrera- True:
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
Its true
Cause im afraid to know the answers
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
Lala<3 data-blogger-escaped-u="">Labels: Lala
MSIA!
@ 12:19 PM
Homework UPDATE:English- 25%Done....O.oMaths- 88% Done.... :)Science- 50% Done... o.oMalay- OMGOMGOMGOMG NOOOOOO GAH!!!History- NOPEGeography- NOPE.NOPE.NOPE.EHHH WHAT DIS!?!?! DD:Dam lah, gotta do hw during the hols!! : ((((Spent the last few days going back to sch to do hw with Farah, Farizan, Angie, Alamelu and Hazzena : )))) (I hope I got e spelling correct! )But finish soo dam little hurr :(((((.I'm suffering from slack diesease!!Going Msia today.Freakishly afraid of that scanner thing.Eeeee.....Okay then, coming back on Sunday.Yep, that's right.One day before Sch starts..-.-Okay then.I saw you yesterday.Was it so coincidental that you were the first person I saw when I looked up?After all those moments of quietly doing my own work.Suddenly looking up to see..Urgh!Whats going on?!?!?: ((((Lala<3Labels: Lala
A little advice..
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 5:14 PM
If you decided to cancel a meeting last minute, you should REALLY remember to remind everyone.Seriously.Cause you may never know if your forgetfulness made someone go across a quarter of Singapore for no reason.Seriously!And you can really piss someone off.SERIOUSLY.GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHLala<3Labels: Lala
Schließlich!
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
Hello.I haven't posted for sooooooo long! I actually started singing when I finally got to use the computer. Okay, I didn't. But let's face it, you'll all kill me if I sing right? Cos it would've rained. HAHAHAHAHA.Anyway, today is Monday...okay I'll start with Saturday. I played Halo and Halo 2 again! Oh my god it feels awesome to run around, shooting aliens, cursing, complaining about lack of ammo and SMG rifles and riding the Ghost and Banshee! WOOHOO. I am such an idiot. YAY.Sunday, I got a headache from playing Halo 2. *Sigh* Also because my dear little brother wanted to steal my phone and call my butler. Why, you ask? Cos he wanted to sing his rendition of Old Macdonald Had A Farm to Sebastian. *bangs forehead against wall*Today, I completed a lot of homework. Yay me. I almost died in the attempt. But I'm still alive. Allelujah. I need to go and practice the Rona stuff with my group but I totally forgot to ask Asyikin if she's free tomorrow. So I guess we're going to be totally unprepared. Hurray.I realised that I get depressed every time I read Twilight. Weird. And I get very hyper when I read Kuroshitsuji. Cos somebody is so unfairly infallible and handsome. Hmph.Ach mein gott I have to go now. Goodnight peeps. Or shall I say, morning?
[Shoot an arrow at the target,
My heart is an easy thing for you to hit.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
~~~~~~~Phrase of the day~~~~~~~
@ 9:28 PM
"This is why they don't let joe write the songs.."-Random Youtube-er, on the Jonas Brothers song, Move On , which was believed to be written about AJ.=.="How lame that song is.But that comment was just kick ess.:D:D:D:D!!Labels: Lala
Depression :((
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 8:37 PM
I need a hug :((((Lala<3
Labels: Lala
Just a quick post...
@ 2:20 PM
Hooyahhh!First of all,THANK YOUAll who tagged our blog : ))))Weather (sp?)it was random or just passing by or if you had read all our retarded posts : )).Okay, later going to Grandma's hse.Gonna own all my guy cousins and uncles at Xbox, Again. XDDD(Apparently I'm the only female in my family who goes there and play's video games , esp. war games / shooter games like Call of Duty or my FAV game, which is in COD, NAZI ZOMBIES :DDDD!!!Kays, gonna watch a movie or smtng...Adios!Gotta reach out to you touch your handReach out as far as I canLaLa<3Labels: Lala