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Lala&Pessimist
Lala
190296.
Proud member of VJ Choir (ALTO!)
Pessimist
080796.
The Meridian Stage.
Haig Girls School o8'
Cedar Girls Secondary.
Cedar Choir.
Victoria Junior College (Lala)
Meridian Junior College (Pessimist)
Lala
Music
Paramore
Lupe Fiasco
The Icarus Account
KT Tunstall
Guitars.
Pessimist
Writing
Reading
Running
Poetry
Pierce The Veil
Paramore
Wants!
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UPDATED:26.05.2013
Lala's Wishes :
Watch That Perfect Sunset
Spend more time on my music
Loads of Freddo & Timeout chocolateee!! (:
Own a pet Snow Leopard
Pessimist's Wishes :
Survive 2013
Write more
Become a penguin
Let it burn.
Wednesday, June 08, 2011 @ 7:20 PM
2011 so far seems to be made up of mainly looking back.
Looking back at 2009.
I've never really said this out loud, even to myself but I fucking wasted 2009 away.
Wasted it as if I could get it all again.
I would do anything to return to those innocent lovely times.
Return to the time where I was enough for somebody.
Travel through impossibilities to relive my life properly.
Love that person back with all I could and not break her.
I guess karma truly exists. Now I'm the one that's hurting. And I trawl desperately, pathetically through the only documented history left to me, to remember the good times, to slap myself again and again for the stupid mistake I made. Funnily enough, I seem to have ended up on some warped reality because I have taken her place, and she, mine. I yearn for everything to fall into place and just let me be happy oh please let me get what I want this time.
Labels: nonsense, Pessimist