disclaimers
LookHere!
Lala &
Pessimist
We are RETARDED.
We are RANDOM.
We love Paramore and causing MAYHEM
Therefore we are RIOTERS.
WARNING!
THIS BLOG MAY CAUSE
UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER.
Have a great day.
:D
*Cough cough* Stupid mask. *cough cough*
Saturday, May 23, 2009 @ 3:19 PM
Hello.
These few days have been sooooooo painful.
On Thursday morning, approx 1 am,
I woke up, feeling feverish and perspiring like crazy.
I took my temperature.
39.8°C
I nearly fainted from shock.
After stumbling to the kitchen
(and almost falling, my headache was that bad.)
and taking some medicine,
I went back to sleep.
But when I woke up at 5 am,
I just couldn't get up.
I lay there, thinking,
'Why must I fall sick today of all days?
I don't want to miss cross country.
I want to run dammit!!!
This is my first cross country!!!'
Then,
'I hope it rains, and the whole thing is postponed.'
Alas,
things don't work out the way we want it to.
People called me, I almost cried hearing the people in the background.
I watched the clock,
trying to imagine what the run would have been like for me.
Then at about 10 am, people started calling again.
"I finished the race!"
"Mr Aiman was one of the first, can you believe it?!"
"Kris Allen won!!!"
"Get well soon!"
HAHAHAHAHA.
I was so happy my friends didn't forget me.
I just want to say,
to all Cedarians reading this,
I am so happy for you,
that you managed to finish the race,
and that you didn't give up.
Good job guys.
Anyway,
while all of you were running a race,
I was resting.
And I think my mum was forcing me to go and bathe.
Cos we had to go to the doctor.
I had to wear a stupid mask.
Which is not easy when you're wearing a scarf.
Seriously.
Try it sometime.
You'll see what I mean.
I passed by Temasek Poly on the way
and I saw quite a few Cedarians.
In fact, some of them strolled right past the car I was sitting in.
I was laughing like crazy.
Hmm...
And my tablets are like HUGE.
And my tablets are like HUGE.
I was so scared that I couldn't swallow it.
HAHAHAHAHA.
And yesterday was VERY VERY VERY hot.
I wondered how all of you jogged.
I slept a lot.
And I couldn't even eat chocolate cos of my sore throat.
*sob sob*
Oh wait.
ActuallyIwassoveryveryverysadbecauseaftercrosscountrynobody
botheredtocallmetoaskmeifIwasokayNobodymessagedmeIfeltlost
andforgottenDidnobodycareOrhadtheyjustforgotteninthespurof
havingfunIwentonlinediscreetlyonThursdaynightandtomyutter
disappointmentnobodyseemedtohavetakennotethatIwasn'tthere
YesNabilahseemedtonoticeNataliewasabsentandsickbutshedidn't
mentionmeeventhoughIcalledherearlierthatdayIwasdisheartened
anddistraughtIfeltsoemptyNobodyseemedtocareaboutmeItwasthe
sameonFridayNotapeepOnlyCharmianwhowastheonlyonewho
contactedmeonThursdayFridayandSaturdayAmirahdidFarah
wrotesomestuffonherblogtooFarizantoobuthersseem
detachedkindofnotinterestedThatwasthemostpainfulButIheld
myheadhighanddidn'twastetheliquidinmylachrymalglandsIt
justgoestoshowhowunimportantIaminpeople'slives
Okay okay okay.
I need to take my nasty red tablets now.
Bye peeps.
Hey Sebas-chan,
(mein schon little butler)
Thanks for caring.
I hope you had fun
during cross crountry.
And please don't be sad.
Especially when I'm not there.
Oh.
Can I have a hug on Monday?
Please...
XD
You don't have to if you don't want to.
Okay.
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[I can't stop talking to myself,
I'm a desperate cry for help.
Run don't walk!
Run don't walk!
The sky is falling through,
Don't talk, tonight I'm so confused.
I'm lost, I'm lost with you.
I don't care where we are,
Or where were heading to,
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you, with you.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
100th post :D:D
Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 6:06 PM
OMGOMGOMG PPL!!
ITS THIS BLOG'S 100TH POST :D:D
Omg larh... after a bit more than 1 mth already got 100 posts ._."
Originally I hoped Sarah wud write the 100th post but.. GAhh!!! Nvm.. can't resist...
Btw... GET WELL SOON SARAH!! ( If u read this, pls teh ustazah tmr I can't come for madrasah cause of CIP kay??? thx)
Today way kay.Same as usual.. I HATE ENG LARH>> omg... -.-
Cause us soo much stress for maths =.="
Today was emotional for me for idk what reason :(((
Kept feeling like fainting suddenly. Esp during science...
Kinda cried abit right before assembly...
There was nothing to be emo abt >.<>
I can't believe that its 1 week to school hols... :(((
I DON'T WANT HOLS ANYMORE!!!
I'll miss school, miss my friends ...
I saw you in the morning
I watched you go
You just don't know
What I'd be wishing
I'll miss you.
And I'm just addicted to the blog song:
James Morrison- Please Don't Stop The Rain
I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go
If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
I thought that time was on our side
I've put in far too many years
To let this pass us by
You see life is a crazy thing
There'll be good time and there'll be bad times
And everything in between
And I don't know which way it's gonna go
If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain
Oh we're a little closer now
And finding what life's all about
Yeah I know you just can't stand it
When things don't go your way
But we've got no control over what happens anyway
If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Please don't stop the rain(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)
Can't stop it no, you can't stop it, just can't stop the rain
(Let it fall, let it fall, let it fall)Let it fall
Please don't stop the rain
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Lala<3 data-blogger-escaped-span="">
Labels: Lala
Random lyrics
Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 6:42 PM
Dammmmmm..
I've got some random I wrote lyrics AGAIN!!
I'm gonna wait forever by the riverside
Not gonna care if I'm spending it
Counting the stars tonight
I know I've got a choice
From the moment you had stepped out of town
I knew there'll never be
Another you around
There's nothing like your voice.
(But maybe..)If there's gonna be another way
(To tell you..)That there's so much more
To what I'd like to say
What I'm gonna say....Is
(Chorus)
I saw you walk down that staircase
Always recognised your face
Didn't really know the reason why
I found the way you move , so...impossible
I've seen you looking back to see
If I reacted as you passed by me
Why does this make a question come,
To me right at once, sometimes..Unpredictable
(Ohhh)But maybe all I'm gonna say
(Is)Did you feel the same way?
Damn it larh...
I hate these random lyrics..
But these lyrics really tell my feelings..
Its almost all true..
I just need to know if you've felt the same way before..
Something that me and Farah discussed just now.
Graduation. ( Sec 4 Cedarians 09' ) :(((
Labels: Lala
YEAh....
@ 5:22 PM
Ohmygoshness....
The above picture is sooooooooo sexy...
...
...
If you know what I mean.._."
________________________________________________________________
People keep dissing disrespecting.
I can't stand that someone thinks that they are better than someone else who is obviously better than them..
Stop it, its driving me nuts.
Get lost.
Damn it.
Lala<3
Labels: Lala
AMERICAN IDOL, GO KRIS!!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 @ 8:58 PM
GOOOO KRIS :D:D
You can do it :D:D
Lala<3 data-blogger-escaped-span="">
P.S. NICE GUITAR KRIS!!
Labels: Lala
Just a quick post...
@ 6:19 AM
Okay ppl.. s u can c.. it is currently ...
6:19 am...
in the morning...
Before school...
I SUCESSFULLY (sp?)
Lived through 2 Days without the com. I feel that im addicted to it now.. GAHHH!!
AND YESSS!! I DIDN'T FAIL MY SCIENCE!! :D:D
iN FACT... i just pass -.-"
Okay... gtg or else I'll b late 4 school..
___________________________________________________________________
I'll watch the stars tonight
I'll watch you shine bright
Lala<3
Labels: Lala
Pretty persuasion...Schrei!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 8:17 PM
Hello.
I am freakishly pissed...
and I have no idea why.
Oh wait.
I think I do.
SomeoneismadatmeandIdon'tknowwhyI
hopeIdidn'tdoanythingtoupsetheroranythingI
ampissedcossomebodyjustleftwithoutanexplanationandjustleftmehanging
likethefoolIamthenmyiPoddecidedtojustturnoffI
trippedIfellIatesomethingbutIdidn'ttaste
anythingmymindishurtingI
can'tthinkofanythingbutwhy
mylifesucks.
Okaaaaaaaaaay.
That was kind of nice,
Let everything out.
But...still I feel so...
ARGH!!!
CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.
I AM SUCH A FOOL.
WHY DIDN'T I SEE THIS COMING?
MY EYES WERE WIDE OPEN.
BUT I WAS BLIND.
BLINDED
BY YOU
MY OWN SELFISH THOUGHTS.
Okay,
I have officially lost it.
Please ignore the crap I just wrote
dear readers of this blog.
Please.
I am not thinking.
I am not in a right frame of mind.
I think the word is,
distraught.
demented.
daft.
Or simply,
crazy.
I need to go and blast my music now.
Bye peeps.
Once again,
please ignore the above crap.
Thank you.
Sebas-chan,
Please
Please
PLEASE
ignore the above crap.
Danke mein liebe.
[Everything it felt so right.
Unbreakable,
Like nothing could go wrong.
Now I can't breathe.
No, I can't sleep.
I'm barely hanging on.
Here I am,
Once again.
I'm torn into pieces.
Can't deny it,
Can't pretend.
Broken up, deep inside,
But you won't get to see the tears I cry,
Behind these hazel eyes.
I told you everything,
Opened up and let you in.
You made me feel alright,
For once in my life.
Now all that's left of me,
Is what I pretend to be.
So together, but so broken up inside.
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep.
I'm barely hanging on.
Swallow me, then spit me out.
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you
It kills me now.
No, I don't cry on the outside.
Anymore.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
There's nothing left.
Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 8:00 PM
Hello.
Today is Monday,
The 18th of May.
*Sigh*
Somehow,
I feel so surprised that time flies so fast.
It felt like it was just yesterday
that I came to Cedar.
But it's been 5 months.
Ahem.
Forgive me.
I'm just being sentimental.
Anyway,
today was okay.
I realised that Malay people
are very fascinating.
Really.
Oh and yeah,
I know I'm Malay.
But seriously,
I sound lame when I try to speak proper Malay.
I don't even look like a Malay.
According to someone,
I look Eurasian.
-.-
Then I told that person,
"Imagine what people will think when I go out
wearing my scarf and talking Chinese."
Sheesh.
I am really messed up.
I slacked quite a bit today.
Hehehe.
I just felt really tired...
I slept at 12 last night,
woke up late,
forgot my hair thingy,
totally forgot to send Yu Hui the Geog ppt,
and I didn't even have time for breakfast.
Hmph.
Okay okay okay.
Geog ppt...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
Bye peeps.
P.S. I'll post again if I have the time.
Hey Sebas-chan,
(mein kawaii little akuma)
Please don't...
Actually I don't care
if you're messed up
cos I'm worse.
So...I just want to say
that I'm here for you
and will always be.
It's okay.
To be...
Yeah.
Please try to be happy.
*Smile*
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
[Don't be afraid to...
Stand up!
Stand up if you're broken.
Stand up!
Stand up if you feel ashamed.
You are not alone when you hurt this way.
Stand up!
Stand up if you need love.
Stand up!
This is not judgement day.
You don't have to hide.
There's no need to run.
Everything will be okay.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Mika, bloopers and Geography.
Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 10:03 PM
Hello.
I haven't posted for a few days...
I have been MIA.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I've been using that word a million times today.
Okay.
Maybe not that many...
Anyway,
guess how many things I'm doing at the same time?
-MSN
-Blogger
-Reading someone's blog
-My inbox
-1O weather hazards
-Geography powerpoint
-A random website
-Trying to find Avenged Sevenfold lyrics
-Listening to One(as in the song...)
-My documents(some random crap)
Yeah...
Not to mention my iPod blaring music.
I am going to die...
Oh well.
Just now I went to Kapeela's house
to do our Geography performance task.
Parvathi was MIA.
HAHAHAHAHA
But Kapeela, Samantha, Wan Yi, Yu Hui and me
had so much fun.
We arrived late.
Fooled around a little.
Had a little trouble with the com.
Stopped for tea.
Which was chocolate cake
(YUM.)
and Coke.
I drank one whole can.
Caffeine overload!!!
Then,
countless bloopers later,
we went home.
Thank you so much Samantha
for sending me to and from the MRT.
And thanks for the yummy cake Kapeela.
And thanks for not being mad at me Yu Hui.
And thank you Wan Yi for nearly making me choke
by mentioning the cupboard incident.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Erm...that incident was very...
ahem
*cough cough*
Anyway,
it was really great
and I'm so happy we finished the video!!!
It was so super dee duperly hilarious.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Oh and thank you to my mother
for cooking such a mouthwatering
lunch and dinner.
HAHAHAHAHA.
If I told you what she cooked,
you would drool.
So...
nevermind.
Argh argh argh.
Gotta type away...
Goodnight peeps.
I'll be sleeping late tonight...
*Sigh*
Hey Sebas-chan,
(my shuai little butler)
I'm very sorry
if I upset you
in any way.
And I need to taggity tag tag your blog.
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
SPAM
Heeheehee.
Now I think I need some more caffeine.
Oh dear.
I hope I don't get addicted to that too.
Oh...there's nothing wrong with guys
wearing eyeliner and using nail polish
is there???
Cos Jeslyn claims it makes them look gay.
Hmph.
So insulting!!!
Just cos they dress like that
does not mean they are gay!!!
And so what if the ARE gay?
I think gay guys are cute and endearing...
HAHAHAHAHA.
Pfssssssssssssssh.
I need to go now.
Bye Sebas-chan.
(You're a hell of a butler.)
P.S. I like your blog.
XD
[In the full moon's light,
I listen to the stream,
And in between the sounds,
I still hear you calling me,
But I don't know where I am.
And I don't trust who I've been.
And if I come home how will I ever leave?]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Bussyy weekend...
@ 8:25 PM
This weekend has been seriously extremely busy...
Had CIP at BTNR yesterday. We did planting instead of weed plucking. Wheee...
Pics r with Yi Xuan but I'm lazy to upload the pics I took with my phone. All e UNGLAM moments.. hehe.... (I was influenced to use that word..)
My legs almost broke on the way up to the summit. IM SO UNFIT MAN!! NO larh, I had to carry tat 'changkul' thing on e way up.. ._.'.....
I seriously think I've developed 'POMFRETPHOBIA'. Omg lahh.. MONKEYS!! (Later in my post I'll explain..)
There were a few other volunteers there.. including this american guy who carried the 'changkul' like a pro on his shoulders on the way up the hill. This Shi Ying and Gwyneth sooo fit larh.. walk a lot faster than me, Alicia, Rebecca and Yi Xuan.. =.=" (They got long legs mahhh___)
The 4 of us turtles were at crawling speed as we got higher up he hill. Gd thing 'The Fit' ppl took turns to hold the 'changkul'. :// Den we planted e plants.Planted 3 plants altogether. Gwyneth and Shi Ying did most of the job.. (LOL!!) Went back down the hill by a number of STEEP steps. Me and Alicia almost slipped a few times. Den Yi Xuan lent me and Rebecca moneh to buy smtng cause we were STARVING to death. Was onli abt 10:50 there... GAH!
OMG lah.. THIS is where I developed POMFRETPHOBIA!!! I bought a crunchie (sp?)cocolate bar to eat. I was sitting outisde e visitors centre. Suddenly, the monkeys started coming in. There was this random chi guy who worked there and was sacaring all e monkeys away.. I just said " I think the monkeys are gonna steal my Choco bar".. Den WTH larh... the next second a monkey jumped onto me and tried to snatch it away!! But I just held on and the Chi guy scared it away....
I threw the choco bar away after that... 1/2 COCO BAR WASTED!! :(:(
Anwys.... Went home with rebecca. Took bus to Clementi MRT. Travelled half of Singapore to Kembangan MRT station and walked home from there. THANK YOU UMAIRAH!! for lending me ur umbrella the day before. Or else I would've been drenched by the rain by the time I got home.. :D.. Almost collapsed on bed, but had madrasah 1hr later.. GAHH...
Anyways........ IM SOO SORRY SABRINA!! :(:( I couldn't make It today cause I was busy....:(:( Pls dont b angry :(:(...
Im so freaking scared for tmr... GETTING SCIENCE CT PAPER BACK!! :O:O
Im gonna fail. So many surprises waiting for me tmr. I can FEEL it.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
And I'm still waiting. I need to know what you are thinking. I just need time. Give me time.
But time is another story. It's not like we have much of that left before....
Yeah.
Random lyrics I came up with:
If I had tonight,
If I had forever, I'll swear I'll
Never leave your side
And I'll sing to you all night
"The sun won't rise cause it knows we're meant to stay this way
(The sun will never shine over us again)
Cause this is the last chance before It's too late, (It's the last moment be before It's too late )
I can't wait like yesterday."
( I won't wait like yesterday)
___________________________________________________________
Calm your nerves now
And dont worry
Just breathe
Are you sure now
Don't bother packing
Let's just leave
Said they wanted change
I hope that you remain the same
To show that this is not a game
Let's end this tragedy today
Now take my hand and we will run away
Down to this place that i know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over, it's over, it's over
-The Cab- Take My hand
I promise, It won't be over tonight.
It's just goodnight, And not goodbye
Lala<3
Labels: Lala