I Want To Cry.

But I Can't.

Because My Cousins Are Over At My House.

And I Almost Cried While Reading About What It Used To Be Like In The 3rd Post Of Your Blog.
And Yet, You Don't Know That I'm Angry At You.
You're Innocent.
AndImJustAnOverSensitiveLoserWithNoLife.

Labels: Lala

I AM HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ;DDDDDDD


BECAUSE FARAH JUST CHANGED HER BLOGSONG TO ONE OF THE MOST CAN-MAKE-LIDIYA-HIGH SONGS EVER :D

YES YES YES YES IM IN LOVE WITH IT.

AND YES IT'S THIS BLOG'S FIRST BLOGSONG ((((((((((((((:

HEEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEEHEHHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHE.

-LALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (((((((((((((:

P.S. Sarah ---> Tell Me Which Blogsongs You Want And I'll Change them (:

Labels: Lala

Yes, I agree i post too much! x)
Cousins Over at my house! WOOTS (: tho we dont celebrate christmas of course O:

Watched Avatar just now!! :D In 3D!

IT WAS SO EPIC. BEST MOVIE OF THE YEAR!! EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH IT!!! (: Didn't understand the intro tho, i was kinda distracted by trying to spot the difference between watching WITH the glasses on and WITHOUT them on ( YES I AM LAME ). And i finally understood Sarah's 'scoun' joke. Heh! And yesss, i almost cried during the movie again. O: WHY EVERY MOVIE I WATCH GOT SOMETHING TO DO WITH BEINGS DYING HUH??!?! D; What a Mad World. (I dont like that song and i get irritated everytime i hear it =.=)

And i bumped into Si Hui in the lift at tampines +.+ ........

And right now im sitting right in the middle of a boys-vs-girls war, where the big 10-year-old-around-there boys are getting pwned by my 6-yr-old-around-there cousins and their small pink bags =.= Heh my cousins are so adorable lahhh. Making so much noiseeee!! CAN'T STAND THEM x) Big sis is watching Beverly Chihuahuas (sp?) downstairs. I don't get it.

WHY DO PEOPLE NEED TO DRESS THEIR DOGS?!?!?!

Spent the last hour playing guitar hero *looks down in shame and guilt*. YES, I AM A TIME-WASTER D; But playing the solo for 'Sunshine of You Love' (which i re-played more than 5 times) IS SO FUN since i havent gotten around to learn that part of the song on the real guitar yet tho i've learnt the rest

I've got quite loads to do before the 31st of Dec/sch reopens >.< :
1. Finish the remainding homework (WHICH IS LIKE, A LOT)
2. Practice Piano Pieces.
3. Practice Choir Songs.
4. Buy school books (I HAVEN'T YET D;)
5. Write Jia's Ai's letter! (:

Hoping to start reading the malay book for homework today tho i dont think i'll understand half of it! Good luck to mee xP

Tag Replies!

Farah: Heh, you favouriteee right?? RED x)

Amirah: Heyy! Long time since you tagged! :) Yess, we're fine, thank you for talking to me about... stuff. Anywho, MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO YOU TOO! :D


GOSH, SOMEONE COME ONLINE CANNN!?!?!??! IM DAMN BORED TO THE MAXXX :X

SERIOUSLY.

-Lala

If you'd ask do we love you still,
Sometimes I Can't Tell.

Labels: Holidays, Lala

Hello.

First things first,
Yes Lala you post wayyy too much.
HAHAHAHAHA.
But don't worry, I still love you.
I hope you're okay. :)

Anyway,
I just wanted to wish the readers of this blog
Merry (Had A Little Lamb) Christmas!
HAHAHAHAHA.
:D

And Asyikin if you're reading this,
Today my money really flew away.
Seriously.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Tag replies!
Mai: Hello! Do you miss me? Cos I miss you!
I haven't seen you for quite a while... :(
HAHAHA. Hopefully I'll see you next week. :)
Farah: Hello! Aww...I miss you too. :(
But don't worry...We'll see each other soon! :)

Okay, I'm going to eat...EGGS.
Oooh Lala, I love eating eggs too.
LOL. :D
Okay byeee.

Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS

As you can see, I'm an EPIC failure at keeping to my goals/targets. It's 12am and im still not asleep... Pfshhh. And you all are probably thinking, "Gosh, this girl really gets bored A LOT and decided to blog to pass time." Heh, i cant help it! Got too much to post (:

Anyways, since I'm awake, I'll take this time to wish yall a

HAPPY MERRY CHIRSTMAS

((((: Yes, especially those who deserve the break to spend time with their families.

Yes, I will go to sleep now.

(:

-Lala

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
Whee!White/RedPost!(:

Labels: Holidays, Lala

_______________________________________________________________________________

YESSSSSSS IM HIGH ;D (despite my prev post! :] )

Talking to Farahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Who is waiting for me to bloggg (:
We started playing our songs. (:
Heh.
The blog title of this post was the song (without the ed of course) that I fell in love with that made me want to find out more about Paramore (:

Yeap, Farah watched Avatar today! (: I'm watching the 3D version tmr (: this means....
NACHOSSSSSSSS!!!
WOOTS! :D

Nope, I didn't sleep in this afternoon D; But again, I PLAYED NAZI ZOMBIES!!! Solo this time. HEH. First time solo-ing! Only survived until round 7 and shouted and screamed at the TV. My poor cousins got afraid again, especially Sofea! SO ADORABLEE!!!


I kinda cheered up A LOT while eating lunch. Well, while waiting for my maid to sedia-kan the food, my brother was singing you belong with me in high voices while walking around the kitchen in circles, and i was so bored i decided to join in x) HHAHAHAH WE WERE SO HIGH AFTER THAT! (:



While i was eating lunch, my maid told me that one of the fishes in my pond died today becos it jumped out ): The third time a fish is doing that!!!






AND ZOMG MY MAID DID CPR ON A FISH !!!

Okay NOT exactly CPR.

She didn't exactly KISS the fish. (no mouth contact!)
One of the fished jumped out from the pond and was dying.............
She just blew air into it then threw it back into the pond.
AND IT LIVED!


O:



I laughed like nobody's business (:

Random Crap!

1.The only part of Bad Romance i've ever heard (and remembered the slightest at all) is 'Gaga Oohlala'.

2.My eyes have been hurting the whole day ):

3.The wedding cake was actually real! O: Well, 25% of it....

4.I'm not ready for next year's hardcore choir rehersals.

5.I'm gonna sleep early-ier tonight.

6.I like eating eggs!

7.I the sickest title-ed song and line by Budak Pantai (the acapella group's concert choir went to last week) is stuck in my head.

8.I like making loads of random loud noises while im at home O:

Tag Replies:






MAI: Heyyy ;D I miss you ehh! ): Ehh help me with my Maths homeworkkkkk!!


Farah: I'm trying too... hoping I'll heal over this totally-free-for-once-weekend (: and go reply to my morning tag! x)



___________________________________________________________________________________


Back like you never broke


You tell a dirty joke


He touches your leg


And thinks he's getting close


For now you let him


Just this once


Just for now


And just like that



It's over.



-Lala

TheProblemIsMeNotYouBecauseIt'sMeThatCan'tHelpFeelingJealousAndImSorryINeverWantedToHurtYou

BecauseYou'dBeTheLastPersonI'dEverWillWe'veNeverReallyFoughtButIGuessNowIt'sAboutTimeWeDid.

NoMoreMisunderstandingsPlease.

The sound of an old guitar

Is Saving You Us From Sinking.

Labels: Favourites, Lala, Movie, MSN Convo

if only i could kill nazi zombies right now....

@ 12:16 PM

I hate myself so much.

Just lost control of my emotions a few seconds ago.

Even my 6-year-old sister asked me if im okay.

I wish I could talk to Sarah.

);

Labels: Lala

Stuck On Trois.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 11:39 PM

Hello.

OMG.
I must blog.
Like right now.
Or I might be in danger of
Dying cos of lack of blogging
And retarded, random crap.
(And I'm jealous of Lala.
But don't tell her that.)
HAHAHAHAHA.

I have no idea what to write so...
TIME FOR RANDOM CRAP.

- The wedding on Sunday was (clickingly) awesome.
- Who does homework at 11 pm? I DO.
- Pretty patties! Unicorns, worms, scallops. XD
- {"If the pineapple makes it, he likes me." I opened my eyes. The pineapple wasn't smashed or whole. It was simply, gone.} Taken from 13 Little Blue Envelopes.
- I blog For Your Entertainment.

- BLUEBERRY FROZZ OVERLOAD!

- K.I.S.S. = Keep It Simple, Stupid.-

- A certain ninja is stalking me. I am very afraid.

- Little hamsters, bling bling and a noisy tank. Yay Womaniser Ninja Warrior Uztaz Man.
- AKU PAKU. I love rhymes.
- Sitting by the Singapore River at 11 am is fun. Pigeons are everywhere.
- What would happen if I stuck a 'Kick Me' sticker on someone's back?
- I've said "Why the frank am I doing this?" too many times today.
- Une, Deux, T-Tr-Tro-Troi- I'm stuck at number 3.

I miss Lala! :)

Tag replies!
Rachel Lim: Hello! Miss you loads. :)
Brenda: Hey, hello, hi!

Happy Birthday Madara-sama! XD

Okay, I've posted.
Goodnight.

[With a taste of your poison paradise...

Don't you know that you're toxic?]

-Pessimist

Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS

When Life Pushes You Too Hard.

@ 8:25 PM

Life On The Edge.

How was I to know that a year ago I'd need to read between the lines

And every lie and thats why

HEllO :))))

I took the picture above myself. SO NICE RIGHT?! ;D

Had registration briefing ytd and Sec1 Registration todayyy!! (: Woke up LATE O: at 6:45am. Luckily, my dad didn't mind sending me to sch (: Got there about 7:20 and got kinda lost cos i didnt see anyone ard.... then i saw Zenly and a few other PCs and PSLs and just decided to follow them. Then went off to the IT room for the last briefing. Eyes felt like weights although i slept at 10:30pm last night. >.<

After that was the registration!! (: Apparently, my duty was DSA students... but they removed that counter so i had to do ushering duty instead (YES I ALWAYS KENA!!!) So i had to stand near the entrances and greet the Parents and show them to their counterss. Honestly i thought that some of the parents were SO CUTE! HAHAHA. When they were blur, they just stood arnd and didn't ask for assistance. and being the what-if-they-know-what-they're-doing-and-we-go-to-them-and-paiseh-ourselves people we are, we were kinda scared to ask themm >.<

Living Fast

Dying young

But I'm living with what you've done

Now I face accusations I won't run

No

A Funny Incident:

MASA : *just walked through the door*

Me: *without thinking* Good morning Mr Aiman.

MASA: *looks down at me with stone look for 2 seconds* Good
Morning. *Walks away*

And another one....

Me: *standing outside the Hall being 'doorwoman'. Sees parent
coming and opens door for him . Didnt see EWK who was walking behind the
parent.*

EWK: *sees me and pauses* *Gives me a look then says...* Have You
Finished Your Holiday Homework?

._. x 4567876543234567

After all the briefings, watched the slideshow COUNTLESS times. and went down to the canteen to look for work (eyerr i sound like one of those illegal workers!! O:).
IT WAS CHAOS. Parents were like.... ALL CROWDING IN THE CANTEEN AND SOME OF THEM HAVENT REGISTERED YET O: Hahh, but the sec3s managed to sort it all out (: Was expecting to see MANYMANY students from HGS, since there were like.... 14 of us who came to Cedar last year... but in the end only saw 3 ): But i managed to talk to one of them (: I think she's super adorable. HEH. and she recognized me too! O: Didn't expect anyone to remember meeee! I feel so __(insert appropriate not-to-cheesy-word here)__. Heh (: tho i dont think she got my name and i definitely didnt get her's. Yan Hong came too! to check out the Notebooks, since her class was doing one-to-one computing (or whatever it's called) next year. when it was about 12pm, went to IT room again to have lunch! Then had a Heart-to-heart talk with Alamelu in an emo setting there.....

After that was registration de-brief and orientation briefing! ;D Im attatched to 1P! WOOTS! *dont know why im high about that...* Heh. Cant wait lahhhhhhhhh. SO FUN! (: after briefing, was straight home! (:

BUT

I had to quickly bathe and follow my mum to her office, cos it was having christmas party. Sigh* and same as last year, the stu-ped weirdos were there again. Even my sister wanted to avoid being in the same room as them. Sigh* Sat around and looked at the little kids play games most of the time. Felt so cheered after seeing my cousins from Bali enjoy themselves there (: I left the office at about 6pm for the car, sat alone there and sang SOME SONG while waiting for the rest to come into the car. Reached home at about 7pm. Traffic Jam. Gah.

I realised that i ALMOST-ALWAYS have to rush somewhere after an important event....
Cedar Fiesta- Piano Lesson
Last session of PSGM- MLDDS
PSL farewell- Grandmother's house (and the day she got infected by the diesease.. D;)
Sec1 registration- Mum's office Christmas party

And i cried while talking to Jia Ai on MSN just now.
>.<
BLEARGH.

I'm starting to remember things that you said
I'm unravelling what they meant
But the world moves on
You're just another one.


-Lala

You Three.
But You ARN'T just another one. You're SPECIAL. ):

They Should Make A Guitar Hero For Acoustic-Only songs....

Labels: Lala, Mcfly, PSL

I'm Sorry.

But it's not easy to live if so many friends are suffering around you. You're trying to help but it's all useless attempts and they aren't listening to you trying to help them. When a friend doesn't know that they hurt you, by what they're saying, but it's just impossible to tell them, cause you know that you'll hurt them back in return. When a friend's life is at risk. When someone you trusted all this while betrays your trust. When blood-ties hurt your feelings by making fun, laughing at you , and want to you change who you are just so that you can be just like everyone else. I Don't Know Who To Trust Anymore. There's no one who can understand.

When You Have To Be Someone Else Everytime, Just To Satisfy Everybody's Needs.

Juggling all this and our friendship is really hard.

And this problem, that has been affecting us for so long now.
Figuring out the truth, and waiting for something to happen.

Am I The Reason For Your Endless Sorrow?
I'm Really Sorry.

I really need time alone to think it all out.
At the end of the world, maybe?

Labels: Lala

Hello.

Yay.
I'm back, cyberworld.
Sorry for MIA-ing.
I forgot to mention about me going on an unofficial hiatus.
HAHAHAHAHA.
The utter retardedness.
Hope you people aren't mad at me
For not posting for shuper long.
I'm already mad at myself!
:)

Anyway,
Feel's good to be back.
And typing.
Lots of stuff happened.
And I just feel so pfsssshing about some stuff.
But yeah.
I'm fine and alive.
:)

I honestly forgot what I was supposed to write.
Well...
I'm going to go get some Frozz.
I'll post again later.
Please don't kill me!
HAHAHAHAHA.

Thanks for tagging BTW.
:D

Byeee peeps.

Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS

Welcome into the family Arlene Taylor! (:
Back from Uncle's Wedding and Swiss Hotel! (:
This post is gonna be filled with A LOT of pictures, so ... yea. its gonna be a longg one.

I'll start with right after my post ytd (:

Uncle's Wedding
Family rushed like A LOT getting ready and tidying up our baju K and al before the wedding, my sister and mum as usual, TAKE SO LONG TO GLAM-UP. And had to do last min packing for the one-night stay at Swiss Hotel. I HAD TO BRING MY SCH UNIFORM TOO! And guitar. Nyarghh....

When we got there, it was about 11am, and Sarah was alr there! (: Walked arnd, and since i was in charge of the video cam my dad passed me, i had to be alert and be in-the-action at all times.
Translation: Follow my sister (who was in charge of the SLR) around as she is always the one in the midst of all the action.

And that's what I did. Followed sis around and took random videos. Acted like paparrazzi (sp?) when Uncle came in his niceeee Baju K, and when Arlene (yes people she's scottish!) came too (: She looked really WHOAAAAAAA.
At about 12pm, they had the nikah, and all the children were not allowed into the room the nikah was gonna take place in. So all the kiddies kena chased onto the balcony area where there was food. I stayed inside and i had to video cam THE WHOLE PERNIKAHAN!

OHMYGOSHNESS DAMN TIRING!!!
And halfway through the pernikahan, some chinese friend of my uncle's phone rang =.=
And it was so epic how everyone turned to stare at him. Heh.
And i saw a few random people! (:
1. Ustazah from my Madrasah (sister's class Ustazah!)
2. Piano teacher! (: [ayo this one i know alr!]
3. Nadja! ( REALLY wasnt expecting, but i thought about the possibilities of her coming for the wedding, since my aunt and her mum are friends....)

There was one part of the wedding where me, elder sis and all our cousins, were all so excited about one particular room, called the DJ room. Sulaiman, Amrun, two of my cousins , and my younger brother, tried to sneak into it, but were chased out by the guy in there. Apparently, Amrun managed to sneak in and he was 'pretending' to DJ. When we all heard that ,we got so excited, and planned to ambush the dude in there. So we got there as one whole group, but when the guy in there saw us, he gave us the come-in-here-you-die look >.> and we all just went off cos we were so scared. SO FUNNY.

There was a Kompang/Dikir Barat?(what's that called ahh im not so involved in the malay community stuff >.>) performance! The first of performances like it that I found really entertaining! And there was also A BAGPIPE PERFORMANCE! O: YESSSS SO AWESOME TTM!!! (; I was actually looking forward to this. MEN IN SKIRTS! Heeeh. But...... the bagpipers were all female. So sadddddd ))))); I mean this in a i-wanna-finally-see-actual-men-in-skirts way not errr.... you know, another way. Sadly, i didnt manage to get pictures of the performances ): to busy web-caming.

Anyway, Picture Spammm!! (:

Labels: L.Wedding, Lala, One Of Those Days

♥♥♥ Cedar Peer Support Board! ♥♥♥

----------------2 A Mix Of Krazies-----------------
alicia.
amirah.
claudia.
farah.
farizan.
jolynn.
khaiwen.
melissa.
rebecca.
si hui.
simone.
sharifah.
yi xuan.
----------------2 OUT OF THIS WORLD---------------
Amira
Asyikin
Brenda
Jeryl
Nabilah
Samantha
Sheen
Wan Yi
Xin Yi
Yu Hui

Random Cedarians;)
Umairah :D
Arinah :D(1N)
Nurulain! ;D
Cheryl! <3<3<3<3<3 (:

Seniors :D
Kak Nana :D:D:D
Fitriah :D:D:D ML SENIOR
Jia Ai! :DDDDD


Juniors :D
ZhiYan!! (: (MOST CUTE 1P JUNIOR!:D)
Joee!!


Pessimist's Cousins :)
Fatin Amirah
Farah Azura

Pessimist's Friends From HGS/ 6G'08 :)
Amelia Yeo! :D
Anna Ng! :D
Hanaan! :D
Rachel Lim! :D
Pepita! :D
Sara Nazirah! :D
Yiting! :D

Lala's Friends From HGS/ 6K'08 :)
DANIA! :D:D (BEST2ND BEST HEAD PREFECT EVER!) (SORRY DEAR THE TITLE GOES TO JP!!):]]
FARZANA :D:D
INEZ :D:D
JODY :D:D
KELLY :D:D
HUI XIN :D:D
NATASHA :D:D

rewind

it was so yesterday

Thoughts.

Winter.

.

i will find you here.

I tried.

Italy!

I did a thing. I really like how we're both smil...

Let's talk about time.

nonetheless

sing me to sleep.

archives

travel in time

3/29/09 - 4/5/09

4/5/09 - 4/12/09

4/12/09 - 4/19/09

4/19/09 - 4/26/09

4/26/09 - 5/3/09

5/3/09 - 5/10/09

5/10/09 - 5/17/09

5/17/09 - 5/24/09

5/24/09 - 5/31/09

5/31/09 - 6/7/09

6/7/09 - 6/14/09

6/14/09 - 6/21/09

6/21/09 - 6/28/09

6/28/09 - 7/5/09

7/5/09 - 7/12/09

7/12/09 - 7/19/09

7/19/09 - 7/26/09

7/26/09 - 8/2/09

8/2/09 - 8/9/09

8/9/09 - 8/16/09

8/16/09 - 8/23/09

8/23/09 - 8/30/09

8/30/09 - 9/6/09

9/6/09 - 9/13/09

9/13/09 - 9/20/09

9/20/09 - 9/27/09

9/27/09 - 10/4/09

10/11/09 - 10/18/09

10/18/09 - 10/25/09

10/25/09 - 11/1/09

11/1/09 - 11/8/09

11/8/09 - 11/15/09

11/15/09 - 11/22/09

11/22/09 - 11/29/09

11/29/09 - 12/6/09

12/6/09 - 12/13/09

12/13/09 - 12/20/09

12/20/09 - 12/27/09

12/27/09 - 1/3/10

1/3/10 - 1/10/10

1/10/10 - 1/17/10

1/17/10 - 1/24/10

1/24/10 - 1/31/10

1/31/10 - 2/7/10

2/7/10 - 2/14/10

2/14/10 - 2/21/10

2/21/10 - 2/28/10

2/28/10 - 3/7/10

3/7/10 - 3/14/10

3/14/10 - 3/21/10

3/21/10 - 3/28/10

3/28/10 - 4/4/10

4/4/10 - 4/11/10

4/11/10 - 4/18/10

4/18/10 - 4/25/10

4/25/10 - 5/2/10

5/2/10 - 5/9/10

5/9/10 - 5/16/10

5/16/10 - 5/23/10

5/30/10 - 6/6/10

6/6/10 - 6/13/10

2/13/11 - 2/20/11

5/1/11 - 5/8/11

6/5/11 - 6/12/11

6/26/11 - 7/3/11

7/24/11 - 7/31/11

5/26/13 - 6/2/13

6/2/13 - 6/9/13

7/7/13 - 7/14/13

8/18/13 - 8/25/13

8/25/13 - 9/1/13

9/1/13 - 9/8/13