tired of all this needless beating.
Saturday, February 06, 2010 @ 6:00 PM
This Is What You Once Told Me.Whatever.
At least Augustine by Nevertheless stilll touches my heart.
Labels: Lala, Whatever
Maybe It's Just Me.
Friday, February 05, 2010 @ 9:32 PM
Hello.I love this picture so muchI want to print it out and paste it somewhereWhere I can see it everyday
And remember.On to this week.It's been busy,It's been tiring.It's been hilariousAnd surprising.:)First things first,I want to congratulate dear LalaFor successfully getting chosen for the CR trip.I'm so proud of you. (:I hope you get to go and bring glory to Cedar choir.All the best. (:I know you'll probably say thatI still have a chanceBut truth be told,I don't think I'm going.I'm quite terribleAnd it's quite expensive too.But it's okay.I'm going to accept the fact thatThat place really doesn't want me to come.Fact. :DOn to Tuesday!CSP was cancelled cos Lin Lao Shi was sick. ):Went home with Rachel Lee.It feels great to talk to her again.And the wonderful long bus ride. (:Wednesday!Middle of the week.Nothing much actually...HAHAHAHAHA.Best line I heard:"My ___ raped my boyfriend!"Utter awesomeness.HAHAHAHAHA.Thursday!No CSP again but we had to rehearse for CNY.We're horrible...But it's not our fault we study during CSP lessonsAnd not waste 2 hrs singing and dancing.Some people were being uncooperativeAnd quite annoying.It just added to the pissy mood. ):Today!Started off okay.We were supposed to wear casual clothesBut there was joggingAnd I only changed after thatThen I had to change again for choir.HAHAHAHAHA.Lit was slacky and fun.WHOO.Can't wait to start filming!Choir was AWESOME.Warm ups,Zai Ixoiten,Kiurun Tie.I swear, Kiurun Tie is the most fun song to sing.With the skylarksAnd the utter Finnishness of it all.HAHAHAHAHA.:DA2 is awesome.I laughed like crazyAnd felt so happy and lightDuring choir.I love how everything else ceases to exist when I start singing.All my problems are forgottenAnd the only thing to worry about is if I'm singing properly.Days like this that help me to remember why I chose choir as my CCA.But of course, not everything is all fun and games.Those things however, keep it realAnd teaches me to persevere andPractice. Practice. Practice.At the end of the day,It's all worth itHearing the song sung beautifullyAnd seeing Miss Chye so happy.It's just...great.So many meaningful things in this post. Don't worry, I'll do random crap at the end. (:I bet you miss it.Cos I know I do.
HAHAHAHAHA. (:One last important serious thing.I know I may be dumb,But I'm not stupid.Why must you treat me like that?You're supposed to help meNot drag me downI respect you so muchBut I fear you'll force me to lose it.
For you need to respect me too.Were you telling the truth just now?I can only guess.Okay, enough potato-ing/emo-ing!TIME FOR RANDOM CRAP!-Cheebie Boo Peekaboo is the cutest name ever.-My maths teacher spilled a lot of pepper into her soup this morning cos she was too tired ._.-Our short film is going to be awesome.-I think February is starting off just nice.-Why are so many people born at the beginning of the year?-I don't have a non-school related t-shirt fit to be worn out of my house. I'm deprived.
-PRISCILLA LEO IS SO MEAN TO ME. )))))):-I think 85% of the school secretly think Mr Eng is cool. Freaky.-Wei Ern is so nice. She listens to my stupidest complaints and tries to help. And did I mention she's shuper cute? And nice? HAHAHAHAHA.-I love attempting to annoy Cikgu in Malay class.-I love the useless, stupid, endless arguments I have with Poorani.-Geog was shuper interesting these few days...HAHAHAHAHA.-MAN HANI OMG HAHAHAHAHA.- L-Chan has a shuper big head! Damn cute. :D- POOPOOMOOCHIESBOOI came. I sang. I conquered.
-Varsha
HAHAHAHAHA.
Who knew Varsha could come up with such a nice quote?
:)
Okay I have to go and write my Lit script.Byeee.Don't forget to...DANCE.
[Life is always hard.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
And It Ain't Gonna Stop.
Wednesday, February 03, 2010 @ 5:44 AM

Labels: Lala
When We First Saw You.
Tuesday, February 02, 2010 @ 6:19 PM
I HEART TODAY!And i absolutely heart 1P! :DFEB IS STARTING OUT GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTT :DToday started out really great~ :DCame to sch and reached ard 7:15am, looked into general office and saww..................Was too lazy to go and put my bags in class, and so late alr, so i just sat down at 2A (:Assembly was................. heh-worthy.PA has farting issues.Seriously.Lessons per normal..... MT first, followed by maths, then ENGLISH! (: fun AS USUAL! (: then JOGGING! whee i heartjogging like SERIOUSLY! :D haha, AND ZOMG YVETTE DAMN
SICKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
MUCHHHHHHHHH SICKER THAN YAN NI.
:X
Jogging overshot by 20 mins (mostly cos we sang all the songs). Rushed food, then aft recess was Lit! then Goeg, then Sci, THEN END OF SCH! (:Had PSGM! WHEE! I look forward to this every tues (: changed then rushed to my FAV GREEN TOILET (which smelt REALLY nice today O_O) then went for the briefing! Then went to 1P but sadly loads of people came reallyyyyyyyyy late ): Sadly, Amirah and Farahain could'nt come D; So was left with me, Jaime and Nadiah! Nurul came for PSGM today! Apparently, she dreamt last night that CSP got cancelled, and it came true O_O . when everyone came, we played SPONGEBOB BALL! :D SO FUN! HAHA! I shouted a lot tho..... Nurul was a bit blur O_O haha! it was TOTAL CHAOS and we only got to play for like... 5 mins?! cos we spent like 15 mins explaining and getting everyone's attention and splitting them into groups! :X ahaha. GOT QUITE WET. haha! esp Azrin! poor her! O: Dharnia was splashing quite a lot of water on her! haha!After SPONGEBOB BALL was concert prep! was VERY chaotic for like.. 15 mins, and shouted so muchhhhhh! Sadly, Jaime had to go for welfare duty, and Nadiah went to IDK where (i think amazing race station IC!) , so was left me and Nurul! Nurul LOOKED kinda scared (HAHA) and it was kinda hard to organize them :X but after that 15 mins, we managed to organize everyone into their different roles! Singers, Dancers, Guitar and Piano! Nurul made sure that the 'singers' were well, singing (to love story cos 1P got that for their concert performance) and we showed them the lyrics on the visualizer. The dancers were pretty much VERY ORGANIZED in their discussion, so i decided to go and ask about the guitars and piano (: Fatin and Le Xuan (the girl who reminds me of Jia Xuan cos of looks and has a similar name but she doesnt have a sister who was once in Cedar) were playing Piano and Guitar respectively. Apparently, Rebecca was supposed to play guitar too, but she didnt come, so yea :X Listen to them play guitar and had a few trys to lovestory myself (: they told me that they were practicing at the foyer piano aft PSGM so i decided to go too (after PSGM of course!) me and Nurul de-briefed the class, and we went for debrief! (: I felt realy bad for making Huda wait for long cos i had to pass her the bags but the de-brief was like 10 mins :X haha. aft de-brief, went to find Huda! and passed the the bags, then went to find Fatin and Le Xuan! They were alr playing by the time i got there. Sadly, Le Xuan wasnt really sure of her chords ): so i played Lovestory with Fatin (piano!) instead! (: Le Xuan went home aft a while and so did a few other 1P girls who were watching us play, so left the both of us! played a few other songs, and then played Lovestory again! Carin was passing by while we played, and she came and listened throughout the whole song :) then I let her play Le Xuan's guitar and she played a few songs, which i failed to guess :X ahhhhhhhhhhh! But was quite fun (: and i thought 21 guns was a taylor swift song! (knowing how much she likes T Swift! haha!) And she learns guitar herself too! (most people just learn it for the sake of learning it for music lessons then put their guitar down forever and never play it ever again)Only the awesomes would continue learning (:Then she had to go off, and me and Fatin played a few other songs from her piano book, then went back to 1P classroom to store Le Xuan's guitar! apparently, some of them were still there, so was ZHI YAN! (: and i started asking about that 'SHINee' or smtng liddat (KPOP! -.-) that everyone was going GaGa over ._. haha! Choi Yan (?!)[choir junior! :D]BIGBIGBIGBIG FAN AH! AHAH!Aft that said bye to ZHI YAN and the rest and walked out of sch with Fatin! met Renaaa and Carolyn on the way out! Walk tgt to the busstop. And talked A LOT with Fatin otw! Honestly, she has SO MANY similar interests with me! I think she has the most similar interests with me than anyone else i've ever met, really! She loves music, learns piano, learns guitar herself, likes to comment on teachers (HAHA!) and loves cars! (which is HARD to find someone interested in CARS!) like me :D Had to seperate cos we were going diff busstop directions ): Carol was going to the same busstop as me, so we sat there and talked... until 100 came and i took it (: Talked with Aneri in the bus, and i thought her friend was in NPCC! HAHA! and there were small red paint spots on her clothes and legs (they just finished class deco!) i was staring at her in the bus, trying to make out what the red spots were, and i think i freaked her out! HAHA! (tsk i know it's bad to stare!) Dropped off at Aljunied MRT.The first train that came was FULL so we had to wait for another one ): but i dont regret! Cos i was standing facing the escalator (NOT DIRECTLY IN FRONT LA AT THE SIDE.) and i suddenly saw 2 familiar faces! I looked at them for a while and nudged Aneri, who also looked at them, and being me, i decided to stare at them to see if they will react.After a while, they saw me staring, and i smiled at them, and the smiled back (: went to them and said hello ((: WEI LI AND NICOLE! (it's nicole right?!) (OOPS) HGS o9' (6K!) JUNIORS :Dwe took MRT tgt and i asked about HGS! and their new sch and random other stuff (: and they asked me about Cedar, my life in HGS and bla bla bla... dropped off at kembangan. Walked with them until we had to go our own ways (SOUNDS SO DRAMA)! HAHA ZOMG WEI LI CARRIES HER 2008YEARBOOK ARD WITH HER! HAHAH! i asked them if they knew Rachel (Lee) cos she was in Modern Dance in pri sch too and pointed out her face in the yearbook. Sadly, they didnt know. Awh. We exchanges numbers before parting, just in case i wanna contact her about days she's going back to HGS (:AH I MISS 6K O8! GAH ):
I Miss Abigail, Hanaan & Amira too ):
And I Miss Amrita! D; DEAR EX-TABLE PARTNER! ): and Ex-fellow songwriter and my music critique! (sp?) xD remember our convo we had about Aida (right in front of her somore!) until we laughed till our stomach hurt? Haha!You we're the one who really made me confident of joining choir! :D Tho you'll never read all of this, THANK YOU! for being so awesome (: I hope SOTA is fine (:And my biggest fish in my fish pond just dieded
RIP
GAH.
Okay! Shall end my post here! But not before.....Random crap!
- I have a junior who only remembers the names of seniors who are
pretty.
-.- x 567654345676
- Nurul gets freaked out easily.
- I wanted to type 'Quite' but ended typing 'Guitar' for some reason....
odd.
- White horse is so beautiful on piano!!
-I'm dying to sing duet with Alicia for Only Exception and White Horse!
GAHHHH! ):
- I have VERY sensitive eyes, and some people just don't believe it *ehem*
NURUL *ehem*
- Jeslyn soo egoooooooooooooooo! TSK!
Ahh, my stomach's aching! Didnt eat lunch today ): shall go eat now! alr 7:30! whoops!It's funny how i can enjoy hanging out with those i don't know so well MORE than those who I know quite well personally.Hmm.Labels: 1P, Lala, One Of Those Days, PSGM
Pretty Pictures.
Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 10:42 PM
It took the words right out of my mind.-PessimistLabels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Invasion of The Dust Bunnies.
@ 10:16 PM
Hello.I love this picture.It just says it all.Anyway,I cleaned again today.I wonder why I feel the sudden urge toClean and cleanLike there's no tomorrow.It's quite unlike meBut at least my room looks Like a proper roomAnd not like an alien invasion.HAHAHAHAHA.I hope Rozu comes tonight.I think there are monsters under my bed...*shiver*LALA WHY YOU NEVER COME FOR MADRASAH TODAY?))))))))))):GoodnightI'm going to lie on my bed and wait for Rozu.
Sometimes I feel like someone is watching me
I'm supposed to feel scared
But I'm not
Red eyes watching my every move
I'm supposed to have nightmares
But they're too beautiful to be true
You've got control of me
Is this the end of me?
Cos I just cut cut off the strings chains...[I'm losing myself to find you.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
i swear it's you.
@ 9:28 PM


Happy birthdayyyy Durah! (:

Labels: Lala, tumblr
One Republic- Won't Stop
@ 6:21 PM
Uh ohh
Now i stared at you
From across the room
Until both my eyes were faded
I was in a rush
I was out of luck
Now I'm so glad that I waited
Well you were almost there
Almost mine...yeah
They say love ain't fair
But I'm doing fine...
Cause i swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that I’ve waited for
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it isn’t gonna stop
No it just won’t stop
Uh oh oh
Yeah
Now you were fine by night
But when the morning light comes
Comfortable as rain on Sunday
And I’m a lucky soul
That holds your hand so tight
Hope you hear this one day
Don’t fool yourself
This is my truth
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that i waited for
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it ain’t gonna stop
It just won’t stop
You take this hand
You take this heart
Steal my bones
From 1000 miles apart
Feels so cold
Felt just like its ten shades of winter
And i need the sun
Ohh yeahh
Oh oh no no yeah yeah
And i swear it’s you
I swear you
I swear it's you that it waited for
I swear it’s you
I swear its
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you that I’ve waited for
I swear it's you
I swear it's you
I swear it’s you that my heart beats for
And it ain’t gonna stop
It just won’t stop
Heyy yeahh
It just won’t stop
No no no no woahh yeah
I swear it’s you
I swear it’s you
Ohh yeah
I'm BADLY in love with this song.
IHaveNoIdeaWhoToThisCanRelateMeToRightNow
Labels: Favourites, Lala
foin iot
@ 5:05 PM
Sharifah Nurhanaan! :D (and me)
i look unglam! HAHA!
I miss HGS ):
Talking to Hanaan! After SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long! (:
She was talking about her coach getting married to her cousin! O:
sharifah nurhanaan says:
i know right.
my cuz also in floorball NO
SURPRISE
the coach is a guy
haha
. says:
YOUR COACH IS YOUR
CUZ OR YOUR COACH MARRIED YOUR CUZ
LOL
sharifah nurhanaan says:
both
. says:
O_O
YOUR COUSIN MARRIED YOUR COUSIN?
O:
sharifah nurhanaan says:
my coach became my cuzzin because he
married my cousin!!
-.-
. says:
HAHAAH
sharifah
nurhanaan says:
get it?
. says:
ehh where gott
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nurhanaan says:
got
. says:
he isnt your cousin if he married
your cousin
sharifah nurhanaan says:
HE IS!
. says:
he's
your... in-law or smtng
sharifah nurhanaan says:
-.-
. says:
HAHA
sharifah nurhanaan says:
no in law.
CUZZZZin
.
says:
NOT LURH
sharifah nurhanaan says:
AND!!! a plus!
yes
he is.
. says:
okay whatever la
NO
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says:
and a plusssss...
. says:
CHANGE SUB
sharifah
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who cares,
. says:
HAHAH
sharifah
nurhanaan says:
haha
OKAY! WAITTT
mybrother knew my coach before my
coach married my cuzzin.
. says:
OH...
sharifah nurhanaan
says:
and he knew he was going to marry my cuzzin
and i didnt know until
the day of my cuzzins wedding
and i was thinking, the coach wedding also
today
i was like thinking coincedence
. says:
AHAHAH
Then after that she asked if i had any nice songs! and see if we both have same songs! But since i don't listen to mainstream as much as she does, i dont ): But all my songs all alien urh... she didnt have haha!


And she's so RANDOM! HAHA!
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We Turn The Last Page And Start A New Story. says:
HAHA
COPY AND
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muiahahahha
I MISS YOU KAY!Hope we can plan a meeting soon!With Sarah too :DAnd i'm finally blogging about this bus ride me and Nurul and Amanda were on like... 1 week ago? ahha!
It was superrrrrrrrrr interesting laa.
And this is a POSSIBLE fact that me and Nurul take the bus with someone else, AT LEAST ONE OF US will get left out. HAHA! Like that time, with Amanda, and Ynez!
It was after Nurul's and Amanda's bball training, i waiting for them. Then we boarded the bus and since it was close to (or already) peak hour, the bus was quite packed. SO, we sat the nearest seat to the bus entrance, the one 4 seats, the one 2 seats each facing each other. Apparently, there was one woman in black sitting on one of the seats, and i sat diagonally opposite her, and dono WHY Nurul and Amanda don't want to sit ._.
Then they were argueing about who to sit next to me (idk why one of them cannot sit next to me while the other can sit in front of me, next to the woman) , while i took out my phone and pretended to be busy and not notice anything. THEY WERE CAUSING SUCH A FUSS PEOPLE WERE STARING. HAHA! i felt kinda bad cos i was afraid the woman might feel insulted FINALLY, they both just decided to stand. Then they realised that they were leaving me out and SO Amanda decided to come and sit in the next seat, the one on the other side of the bus, and talk to me. Then the woman and 2 other woman dressed in black sitting on the other side of the bus (in front of Amanda) stared at the both of us talk, and other people started staring too, cos AMANDA WAS TALKING SO LOUDDDDD!! then we realised we were leaving Nurul out (who was still standing), so Amanda went back to her and talked. Then luckily, the nxt stop, a few people left their seats, and so Nurul went to sit with Amanda, while i sat directly behind them, listening to their convos.Then at one part of the journey, there were these 2 (or 3?) women, who boarded the bus. Then the 3 of us were busy talking, not noticing anything, until we realised that we wernt moving after all the passengers boarded, then the driver suddenly shouted to the women. Then we were all O_O -ing shockeddd. Then they went to the front of the bus and the driver told them to tap again, and when they did, was the 'invalid card' sound, the one with multiple beeps. Then he told them that they can't come on. And so they got off looking so pissed :X
And I've Been Smiling A LOT lately, Because of Facebook.
(:
-Lala (:
I miss talking to Jia Ai. ): But there's something that's stopping me.
Labels: Lala
she's a dreamer.
@ 5:24 AM
What Is Wrong With Me.Labels: Lala