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Lala&Pessimist
Lala
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Proud member of VJ Choir (ALTO!)
Pessimist
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The Meridian Stage.
Haig Girls School o8'
Cedar Girls Secondary.
Cedar Choir.
Victoria Junior College (Lala)
Meridian Junior College (Pessimist)
Lala
Music
Paramore
Lupe Fiasco
The Icarus Account
KT Tunstall
Guitars.
Pessimist
Writing
Reading
Running
Poetry
Pierce The Veil
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UPDATED:26.05.2013
Lala's Wishes :
Watch That Perfect Sunset
Spend more time on my music
Loads of Freddo & Timeout chocolateee!! (:
Own a pet Snow Leopard
Pessimist's Wishes :
Survive 2013
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Become a penguin
All I Know Is Falling...Again.
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 9:54 PM
Hello.Beep beep beep fellow peeps. It is I, the beep of all beepers. HAHAHAHAHA. This is sooo totally random. Anyway, hi hello hey. It's Friday...Again. *Sigh* So freakishly tired. Yet happy. Eventhough my legs hurt like hell. And I'm not sure if it's because of tarian or because I freaking TRIPPED AND FELL ON THE MRT STEPS.Yes, now everyone knows how clumsy and blur I am. There I was, happily walking up the stairs, missed a step, tripped and WHAM! Okay I didn't exactly fall face down, but my knees got scraped and I scraped my dignity too. People were staring at me! How rude, I ask you! Tomato red, I quickly stood up and strode away as fast as I could. Grrr. And tarian was pfsssssssh. Cos I was messing up all my steps. We had only 45 min to practice before we had to do the whole thing alone. I forgot my steps, was too slow, and I would simply stop in the middle of it cos my mind went blank. ARGH. I was really distraught and my self confidence was plummeting faster than those trackers when they run. Dance dance dance, mind totally blank, extreme frustration, despair and humiliation. Everyone was totally oblivious to my mind screaming, "I SUCK. I CAN'T GET ANYTHING RIGHT. I AM A FAILURE. I MIGHT AS WELL JUST GIVE UP." over and over again. But the 4 other people dancing with me became my saviours.Thank you AMIRAH, FARAH, FARIZAN and SABRINA. For constantly encouraging me, making sure I got the steps right, repeating them countless times and telling me I was doing fine. All of you are great and I totally slowed down everything. But still, all of you smiled, and gave me that little bit of hope to get it right and not break down. I loveee all of you.TARIAN-ERS RULE. :DOkay I might as well thank some other people I never really got to thank properly. (The order is totally RANDOM.)-LALA-RACHEL LEE-NABILAH-ASYIKIN-PARVATHI-SHARIFAH-UMAIRAHThank you peeps. I loveee you. HAHAHAHAHA. :DOkay. My dentist appointment has been changed (last minute change...Grrr.) to Tuesday, 16th June aka the day of the Rona discussion. Grrr. Nevermind. At least it's next Tuesday. Or else I would have to go on the 2nd of July. Not that I really mind. It's a Thursday. *cough cough*Homework is KILLING me. Grrr.Anyway, I shall end my post here and I shall post more tomorrow. I hope. HAHAHAHAHA. Goodnight peeps. :DP.S. I love the blog song Lidiya! And yeah, I'm online! HAHAHAHAHA. I kinda miss Lala...XDP.P.S. Thank you Sebastian.['What am I living for?'
I want to shout it out loud.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS