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Lala&Pessimist
Lala
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Proud member of VJ Choir (ALTO!)
Pessimist
080796.
The Meridian Stage.
Haig Girls School o8'
Cedar Girls Secondary.
Cedar Choir.
Victoria Junior College (Lala)
Meridian Junior College (Pessimist)
Lala
Music
Paramore
Lupe Fiasco
The Icarus Account
KT Tunstall
Guitars.
Pessimist
Writing
Reading
Running
Poetry
Pierce The Veil
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UPDATED:26.05.2013
Lala's Wishes :
Watch That Perfect Sunset
Spend more time on my music
Loads of Freddo & Timeout chocolateee!! (:
Own a pet Snow Leopard
Pessimist's Wishes :
Survive 2013
Write more
Become a penguin
Begging you please don't go.
Sunday, February 07, 2010 @ 6:40 PM
So many people regard me as..........
Deep?
Ah.
You really don't need to read this.
It's PRETTY BORING.
I'm just writing it here,
Like a diary entry yea?
6:50am
I'm writing this before-hand,
since internet's wonkyyy this moment.
Shall post this at 6:40am anyway.
As im writing this, I'm watching the sunrise.... again.
Probably the last sunrise I'll watch from here.
Here= My balcony.
I woke up at 5am today;
My handphone alarm i forgot to turn off, again.
Since i couldn't sleep, and if i did, i was afraid I'd miss the sunrise.
I went to my shelf of books and picked out this book which stood out.
Sundays At Tiffany's
By James Patterson.
I decided to read it (tho it was my sister's) since it looked interesting.
And it caught my eye since it was about... Imaginary friends.
Hmmmm.
Read it till 6:40am (still havent finished yet, but about halfway through!).
then went up here to watch the sunrise.
I was so annoyed a few mins ago,
that my dad came into the room too,
when i... wanted to be alone.
And sit here and watch it myself.
I almost cried out of anger, annoyance.
But I feel ashamed... almost guilty, now.
I've sat here watching the sunrise since I was primary 3, coming to primary 4 already during end of year holidays.
Which was...... 4/5 years ago.
And since i came here to watch the sunrise,
My dad also occasionally wakes up,
To play guitar tho.
That was why and when i got inspired...
To start learning.
I remember those days when I would wake up to watch sunrise,every Sunday.
And he'd come along, asking what i was doing sitting here alone.
Then he would pick up him guitar and start playing and singing.
Then i'd listen and sing along if I knew the words.
Then one day I asked him how he learnt to play.
And that was the day i started learning.
At first, i learn just for the fun of it, just to learn the basics (and my sister was learning at that time too so i was kinda jealous).
And that's why i feel so guilty and ashamed when i realised I felt this way towards him.
Right now, he's watching the sunrise with me.
(:
But as i learnt more, I kinda grew passionate about it.
And my dad bought me my first mini-guitar (REALLY DAMN SMALL) as my 9th Birthday gift.
And then I'll play everyday, sometimes eve neglecting my studies and homework(oops!).
But eventually i pulled through primary 4 (:
And i'd always practice here. And at this time. And day of the week.
I would jump out of my bed when i realise that the sunlight's already coming through the window curtains;
Which would mean I'm late for the sunrise and to practice guitar.
Then I remember in primary 5&6 (so called PSLE years),
This is where i came to de-stress.
Where i can just forget PSLE-stress & issues with friends (sigh) for a moment.
Or even come here to reflect on my PSLE targets, and prep myself up and build my confidence that I'll be able to get into Cedar (♥) which had been my dream school since primary 4. (:
Sigh.
Even my dad just said 'Your sun's been blocked, by the building.'
And he just went back in. Ahhhh.
Yes, that's why this will be the last time watching the sunrise from here.
Loads of construction's been going on around my house lately.
Just yesterday there were 2 cranes within 150/200m around my house.
One right in front of my house;the house next to mine under MAJOR renovation.
One of my neighbours if adding a 3rd story to their house;
Which will therefore block my sunrise.
Since Sundays are the only days i can catch the sunrise......
And that floor will definitely be done by next Sunday.
Yea.
It's 7:30 am alr. Sigh.
I remember when I got my song-writing idea from here.
For last year's song-writing course that Ms C put me into.
It was the morning of one of the school days, nearing to the end of the year.
It was 6:30am and i quickly rushed up here to catch the sunrise (at that time they were BREATHTAKING)
Then i automatically picked up my guitar
And started playing something random.
Then
*Click*
I wrote a song intro.
;)
I know you reading this now would be shaking your head.
But you really didnt need to read this, as I told you.
7:35am.
The full concentrated sunlight is almost shining on me now.
Listening to Augustine by Nevertheless now.
My sunrise song.
x)
Last year,
I didn't spend as much time here,sadly.
Too busy and tired the day before, i guess.
And Saturdays last year were my sleep-late nights,
Since the whole saturday from 7am to 5pm were tuitions,
Since Sunday last year were totally-free days
and my LAZY days.
Haha x)
But when i DID come here.
Ohhh... gosh i had LOADS to think about.
);
7:44am.
The sunlight is DIRECTLY shining above my head now.
Sun's not high enough for it's sunlight to touch me..yet!
7:45am
Almost.
7:46am.
Ow.
My eyes hurt.
Heh.
Sunlight's in my eyessss now! :D
LOL.
Currently listening to....
LOVESTORY!
1P LOVEEEE! :D
Playing my guitar along with it.
Tho I feel like I can't move from here (not literally, of course!),
I Should be going.
Madrasah soon.
Hope i won't sad there.
At least I'll be catching more of the sky later.
Hey, there's a sunset too right?
And Airshow this afternoon.
(:
8:11am
Will go now.
But I will play our song for the last time.
The one that I wrote here.
♥
Labels: IMY, Lala, LastSunrise, Memories