disclaimers
LookHere!
Lala &
Pessimist
We are RETARDED.
We are RANDOM.
We love Paramore and causing MAYHEM
Therefore we are RIOTERS.
WARNING!
THIS BLOG MAY CAUSE
UNCONTROLLABLE LAUGHTER.
Have a great day.
:D
Valentine's Day Is Over.
Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 6:32 PM
The video for 'The Only Exception' is great.
Hayley looks awesome.
And I love the story.
And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist...
Because none of it was ever worth the risk.
[Keeping a comfortable distance...]
-Pessimist
-Pessimist
Just a little more.
Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 12:57 PM
I had an interesting convo with my maid in the kitchen during lunch just now.....
Me: "Saya nak bawa nasi saya makan ke atas! Saya ada kerjaaaaaaaaaa."
Maid: "Nanti, kalau tak bawa balik ke bawah......." *in sarcastic tone:*
"Siapa yang bawa cawan ke atas semalam, tak turunkan?"
Me: *gives innocent face* "Siapeeee!?"
Maid: "Toyol!"
Me: *gives disgusted face* "Eeee! Mukanya macam ape?!"
Maid: "Kepala hitam, badannya panjang...."
Me: *still gives disgusted face* "ehh, saya ingat toyol badannya
kecil!"
Maid: " ia leeeee itu!"
Cikgu would be so proud! (:
HAHHAHAHAHA.
I REALLY WANT TO GO FOR THE PARAMORE CONCERTTTT!!!! ): Tix are sooooooooo ex, and those in the standing pen are alr snatched up!!! D; sjokjnjfgffgksfdgdk >:(
Sha and Alicia are both going! Im so jealoussssssssssssss. that I have this certain hatred for them alr ):
YES I AM TERRIBLE.
ayooo.. but this hatred maybe not HATRED LA. maybe just "dislike?"
then Sha still has the guts to put on my FB wall :
Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
FINALLY A PROPER UPDATE!:
Had induction ytd!
had to miss out on 90% of it, due to choir ):
had fun anyway.....
AH GOSH 1P PEOPLE ARE SO CUTE LAA!
They were trying to take photos of Nurul! and me HAHHAHA!
After that, went home, rushed rushed rushed, cried cos of stress, then went out for piano lesson! after piano, i actually wanted to drop by Nurul's house to play bball! but a bit too tired urh ): after reaching home, fam went to Sulaiman's house! FOR COSTUME PARTAYYY/COUSIN'S BIRTHDAY!! RETRO THEME! ^_^ me, elder sister, younger bros and younger sis dressed up! we EXPECTED a lot of our cousins to dress up, like last yr, but in the end, majority didnt okay! ): but Uncle Hairil and Aunty Kat did! (: HAHAHH UNCLE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE JOHN LENNON (says his FB status!) BUT HE LOOKED LIKE A NERD! ^^ and Aunty Kat dressed up as (again, says Uncle Hairil's FB status) Yoko Ono (a.k.a John Lennon's wife!)! But she looked more like a fair-skinned version of a Red Indian girl than a japanese!! hmm.. for some reason, Aunty Kat reminds me of Alena! O: Similar smiles.. i guess?!
AND I CAN'T BELIEVE AUNTY KATHERINE HAS 197 PHOTO ALBUMS ON FB!
MAJOR WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Hahah, after the party, i went homeee! colapsed on my bed and fell asleep, then woke up to use comp... then fell asleep.
Today was okay okay........
Had madrasah!
I actually felt REALLY sick this morning. Woke up at 5?! because of the dream
but i just went for madrasah urh..... Had group work! as usual, it was girls VS boys kinda stuff... as as usual, the girls (only 4 of us) totally owned the guys (about 10 of them). Our group points were more than both their groups put tgt! ^^ Hahha! Ohh! and there was this box of old/donated books at the back of the classroom, and the girl went to look through the books! (: I found this really coolllllllllllll thick thick book about world war 2, and Sarah found this REALLY REALLY cool Shakespear book that looks at least 50 years old!!! IT'S SO OLD.... IT LOOKS LIKE A THINNER VERSION OF THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE's POTIONS BOOK (adult cover)! and there were writings all around it! SERIOUSLY EPIC! maybe Sarah will take a pic and post it here soon (:
Anyhoo,
I've realised that
A hungry Lidiya= an angry & emo Lidiya
A well-fed Lidiya= (:
Ohhh! And i wrote a song intro this morningggg! It's really lovelyyyyyyyyyy!!!! (: WHIPPEEEEE! IM HAPPY NOW (: and my voice is soooooooooooooo much better now!
it was kinda rusty during choir ytd! ): oh wells!
-Lala (heh looky i signed off!! :D)
I MISS JIM.
Yes, I feel guilty.
4 MORE DAYS!
my heart.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 8:10 PM
I Just totally cried badly while listening to the intro of I Caught Myself.
):
It's one of those few songs which is just... PERFECT. Each part is just simply PERFECT. No doubt it's my favourite song of all time.Well, even tho i keep rewinding to hear JUST the intro, which is the most HARDCORE PERFECT part of the song. And the lyrics are just whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa omg lah. It's the kind of song I would DIE to have written about my situation laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Had orientation today! 1P. They wern't as enthusiastic as we hoped them to be >.<>pretty eventful, other than that, all was okay... tho i was having REALLY bad cramps, so cannot be too enthu laa. At least i didnt need to wait too long for 61 today. Was oddly quite empty! O: Weird, it being peak hour. Funny thing is, i didnt manage to sleep in the bus this time, tho my eyes were freakishly heavy ): I was thinking too much hurrrrrrrr. And i almost wanted to cry while thinking about the old school while i sat in the bus.
The new school is GREAT. A great upgrade.
But....
It just doesn't have the same warm and homely feeling as the old school.
):
Currently listening to Franklin by Paramore. I can remember being OBSESSED with this song during my PSLE period. I really BADLY wanted to use it for my pri 6 graduation, but since everyone wanted that VITAMIN C song.... yea. ):
Why do two of my best friends have such problems!?!?
How do you tell someone you hate their attitude?!?!
How to do tell someone you really care?!?!
Who do you turn to when there's NO ONE who cares?!?!
Too Many Problems. Was It Really Worth Worrying All This While?
Younger sister having her own Pri 1 orientation tomorrow. And we're getting our PSL tees tomorrow! Best thing I've heard all day,
Farahain: I bet Bella only wants Edward because he glitters.
-Lala
But I Know In My Heart It's Not You.
Bitchy Crap. Arse!
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 9:15 PM
Hello.
Omg it's been eons since I last posted. Once again, I've been very very very busy.
EOYs starting next week! Therefore I'm going on a hiatus until the 16th of October. :(
Anyway, I can't write everything that happened to me since Friday so I shall summarise as much as I can.
Time for...
RANDOM CRAP!
-I've been falling down a lot lately...on staircases.
-I cleaned my room...The amount of dust collected was...a lot.
-Hari Raya didn't feel as exciting as usual... :(
-Beethoven is so freaking cool. But Tchaikovsky is waaaaaay cooler. :D
-I am insignificant! :(
-Jeslyn and me were being bitchy today. HAHAHAHAHA. Awesome or what? XD
-I vandalised the whiteboard just now cos I am so freaking awesome. :D
-Pirate music is fun.
-Eating chocolate in class is more fun.
-Disappearing off the face of the Earth is not easy.
-I saw Mr Chan along the PIE on Sunday!
-I can keep a straight *cough cough* CP *cough cough* face during Science.
-History was really gross! Blood EVERYWHERE! But William Wallace is awesome. :D
Okay I'm done. GAH. I am sad.
And stressed like crazy.
But that's okay. I'm like that almost all the time.
Being stressed, not sad.
I don't show when I'm sad or angry.
At least, I try my very best not to show it. :)
Anyway, I want to change the blog song...
And I want to learn how to be BITCHY
At the right time, of course.
Cos seriously, I think I'm a doormat.
GAH.
OMG OMG OMG.
I am
Like totally screwed.
Pfssssssh.
Stop making it sound like this is my fault.
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I'm not so naïve,
My sorry eyes can see.
The way you fight shy of almost everything.
Well, if you give up you'll get what you deserve.
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away,
No you can't run away... you wouldn't...
Would you?
I never wanted to say this...
You never wanted to stay.
I put my faith in you,
So much faith and then you...
Just threw it away.
No sir, I don't wanna be the blame,
Not anymore.
It's your turn,
So take a seat we're settling the final score.
Why do we like to hurt so much?
I can't decide.
You have made it harder just to go on.
Why? All the possibilities...
Well, I was wrong.
Okay I need to go read my Science textbook. Goodnight peeps.
P.S. Forgive my gratuitous use of the word BITCH.
If you don't know what I'm talking about then good for you.
I'm not really talking about/to anyone in particular.
But if you think it's directed at you then...
[Don't look up,
Just let them think there's no place else
You'd rather be.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Paramore, Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
Scared but still gay!
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 10:41 PM
Hello.
HAHAHA I am laughing my head off at my title. And also cos of somebody's blog post. Totally random crap.
Anyway, today was likeee...okay. I think. Cos...
-I woke up 1 hr late and still managed to get to school in time. :D
-My dear malay teacher *cough cough* was laughing at me. (Some other people were laughing too...*evil stare*)
-I was falling asleep right in front of MASA.
-I slacked sooo much. >:(
-My present fell off the wall.
-I got scratched by my school badge. Seriously.
-My phone survived 1 hr w/o dying and the batt was like WHITE. NOT RED, WHITE.
I love random crap.
I also love Amanda Cheng, Asyikin, Brenda, Diva, Nabilah, Natalie and Shahfiqah. Thanks for being totally understanding. :D
Hmm...might as well mention Lala, Amirah, Sharifah, Farah and Farizan. Yeaaaah. Thank you!
Ah omg I have to go and find...bluetack. Byeee peeps. :D
[I claimed I didn't care for you.
But your verse got trapped in my head.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Paramore, Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
I'd go for therapy but chocolate is sweeter.
Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 9:20 PM
Hello.
First things first, to everybody who wished me a Happy Birthday today or yesterday, regardless of whether you gave me a present or is a stubborn arschloch of an akuma,
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
I love all of you and I really really appreciate it.
Should I list names? Argh, too many! HAHAHA. What am I supposed to do? *thinking* I KNOW!
MORE RANDOM CRAP! AHAHAHAHA.
-One of the notebooks I received smells of chocolate.
-The 1st and last person to message me a Happy Birthday msg are both my cousins.
-My class started singing the birthday song during TOP and Ms Lim just stood outside and looked at us. How weird.
-I spent 10 min staring at a box of Ferraro Rocher chocolates.
-My
-Half of my classmates thought my birthday was on the 18th of July.
-One of my presents matches the Cedar uniform. ;D
-Another one of my presents is hanging above my bed.
-I read a notebook (which I hadn't written in) during reading period.
Cool right? AHAHAHAHA. Well, I'm officially 13 now. As weird as it sounds, I'm sad. I'm leaving behind my childhood days, I have to behave more mature and responsible when all I want to do is skip around the world with my butler and chocolate. *sigh*
But looking on the bright side of life...13 is an odd number. Okay I can't think of anything. Crap. I'll stop dwelling on the fact and just do the best I can in life. Hopefully, I'll succeed. And I should just LIVE EVERY SECOND.
Okay I need to go and catch up on my sleep. Byeee peeps. Thank you all so much! :D
P.S. ABCDEFG = A Boy Can Do Everything For Girls.
ABMDEFM = A Butler Must Do Everything For Me.
[Ignorance is your new best friend.]
-Pessimist
Laughing My Ass Off.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 6:13 PM
Hello.
HAHAHAHAHA. Okay I've lost it. But don't blame me! I was reading Wiki. And my messages. They're the culprits. :P
I'm bored.
SO...
IT'S TIME FOR RANDOM FACTS.
YAY.
Did you know,
- I'm a walking disaster?
- We wouldn't have swine flu if we treated the pigs better? ._.
- The plural form of the Irish word, práta, means potatoes?
-In the French academic dress system, pink is the distinctive colour for Law?
-The numeric value of Alpha is 1?
Ah I gotta go no time for 10 facts. Sad. HAHAHAHAHA. Maybe I'll post the other five another time. Bye peeps. :D
[But it's okay,
There's always another day.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Paramore, Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS
The Good,the Bad and the CHOCOLATE.
Thursday, April 09, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
Hello.
I hate Thursdays.
Maths and Science,
One after the other.
Ewww.
Then Maths remedial and choir until 5.30 pm.
But remedial was quite funny today.
No Mr Eng.
(YAY.)
We got Mr Chan instead.
Who is really blur...
Oops no *****talking...
Whatever.
When we finished, Charmian asked Mr Chan if Mr Eng
was going to take us for remedial next week.
Mr Chan was like "Why? You don't like me is it?"
Charmian started refusing profusely
and I started laughing like a retard.
Then I was like,
"Hey, Mr Chan, ask Mr Lim to come..."
*cough cough*
HAHAHAHAHA
Anyway, did the choir performance thingy just now.
Confused by the syncopas and tas...
(Okay sorry if you have no idea what I'm talking about.
Choir stuff...)
I'm going to miss Miss Liu and Miss Knight.
(Btw Lidiya, I think you spelled their names wrongly...)
They were very nice and they had nice British accents...
HAHAHAHAHA
But seriously,
more choir practice.
With ze main choir!!!
AAAAAAAAAAH.
Okay,
I seriously can't laugh properly.
Cos of ze stupid sit-ups I did yesterday.
My whole upper body hurts like hell.
DAMN.
Oh,
Want to know why I hate Thursdays?
Cos I can't...
Whoops.
I can't say...
Shhh....
But I hate yesterday too.
Cos I waited for something(or should I say somebody?) and well,
It was all in vain.
I also fell down.
(Seriously, that was funny...
I was walking down ze staircase. I slipped and fell.
On my butt.
HAHAHAHAHA)
But somebody didn't seem to notice...
Oops no *****talking...
I beg your pardon.
I keep forgetting.
Oh.
Tomorrow is Good Friday.
Amirah invited me to go somewhere with some other 1A people.
I feel a little...
Awkward.
Scared.
Nervous.
Frustrated.
Not to mention my EXTREMELY irrational fear.
Shh...
(Not telling...)
Oh well.
If I don't go,
Farizan is going to...
Hmm...
What did she say she was going to do?
I forgot.
Typical.
Anyway,
I'm going to blast some BFMV.
Bye peeps.
['Cause I've seen love die,
Way too many times,
When it deserved to be alive.
And I've seen you cry,
Way too many times,
When you deserve to be alive, alive.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Paramore, Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS