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Lala&Pessimist
Lala
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Proud member of VJ Choir (ALTO!)
Pessimist
080796.
The Meridian Stage.
Haig Girls School o8'
Cedar Girls Secondary.
Cedar Choir.
Victoria Junior College (Lala)
Meridian Junior College (Pessimist)
Lala
Music
Paramore
Lupe Fiasco
The Icarus Account
KT Tunstall
Guitars.
Pessimist
Writing
Reading
Running
Poetry
Pierce The Veil
Paramore
Wants!
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UPDATED:26.05.2013
Lala's Wishes :
Watch That Perfect Sunset
Spend more time on my music
Loads of Freddo & Timeout chocolateee!! (:
Own a pet Snow Leopard
Pessimist's Wishes :
Survive 2013
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Become a penguin
pressure.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 9:43 PM
You can't expect so much from me just because .Am I the one to look out for all the time?The Pressure's On Us Now.I Had A Serious Mental Breakdown During Choir Today. During sectionals, Straight after Charlotte asked me if i was okay, i quickly ran for the toilet with Cheryl to hide my tears...... ):After i calmed down, i went back, but saw the altos and just felt like crying again, so i ran back to the toilet.
My whole body shook so badly i just couldn't stop );
And Ms C caught me crying outside the toilet............ x(But i just said it was cos of a headache (WHICH WAS, OKAY).One of the contributing factors to my terrible mental, tired state.x(Sec1s had choir orientation today!Heh, choir people are wildddddddddddddddddddd people (:
funny Funny FUNNY.
HEH.
Thank youuu:Umairah, for accompanying me throughout recess! sitting with me playing guitar, and amusing me by trying to tie the guitar string into a tie! xD and thanks for offering me the chocolate, but i didnt feel good taking it, since it was a gift, so that's why i didnt. Thanks Anyway x)
TB! aka Simone!, for the amusing stickers and drawings (:
Cheryl, for comforting me while i was loosing my mind and crying like mad in the toilet/outside the counselling room, sorry for scaring you x( . But thank you for saying stuff which i found funny (:Eunice, for the encouraging hug (:Aleezaaa buddy (: , for asking if i was okay, although you thought i had eye infection/disease cos of my red eyes (just finished crying!) haha xOSarah/Pessimist , for walking home with me (like you always do, lol), the longgg walk really cheered me up (:________, for showing this time, that you cared about me.Other people who asked me if i was okay (Alto peeps!) :DAnd Thank You _________,
For 'scolding' us.
Really.
Although this was the thing that
finally triggered my mental breakdown, this has really woken me up, and made me
realise how much effort certain people have put in, and how we dont appreciate
it.
I'm going to
work a lot harder from now on.
The Bad News,Sudden auditions for Tota this fri.If I dont get in, would mean that im not going for the trip.I'll do my best , and see how productive these 2 days can be.The Good News,I've found my motivation.(: Didnt see Jia Ai today ):Labels: Lala, One Of Those Days