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Lala&Pessimist
Lala
190296.
Proud member of VJ Choir (ALTO!)
Pessimist
080796.
The Meridian Stage.
Haig Girls School o8'
Cedar Girls Secondary.
Cedar Choir.
Victoria Junior College (Lala)
Meridian Junior College (Pessimist)
Lala
Music
Paramore
Lupe Fiasco
The Icarus Account
KT Tunstall
Guitars.
Pessimist
Writing
Reading
Running
Poetry
Pierce The Veil
Paramore
Wants!
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UPDATED:26.05.2013
Lala's Wishes :
Watch That Perfect Sunset
Spend more time on my music
Loads of Freddo & Timeout chocolateee!! (:
Own a pet Snow Leopard
Pessimist's Wishes :
Survive 2013
Write more
Become a penguin
Pretty persuasion...Schrei!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 8:17 PM
Hello.
I am freakishly pissed...
and I have no idea why.
Oh wait.
I think I do.
SomeoneismadatmeandIdon'tknowwhyI
hopeIdidn'tdoanythingtoupsetheroranythingI
ampissedcossomebodyjustleftwithoutanexplanationandjustleftmehanging
likethefoolIamthenmyiPoddecidedtojustturnoffI
trippedIfellIatesomethingbutIdidn'ttaste
anythingmymindishurtingI
can'tthinkofanythingbutwhy
mylifesucks.
Okaaaaaaaaaay.
That was kind of nice,
Let everything out.
But...still I feel so...
ARGH!!!
CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.CRAP.
I AM SUCH A FOOL.
WHY DIDN'T I SEE THIS COMING?
MY EYES WERE WIDE OPEN.
BUT I WAS BLIND.
BLINDED
BY YOU
MY OWN SELFISH THOUGHTS.
Okay,
I have officially lost it.
Please ignore the crap I just wrote
dear readers of this blog.
Please.
I am not thinking.
I am not in a right frame of mind.
I think the word is,
distraught.
demented.
daft.
Or simply,
crazy.
I need to go and blast my music now.
Bye peeps.
Once again,
please ignore the above crap.
Thank you.
Sebas-chan,
Please
Please
PLEASE
ignore the above crap.
Danke mein liebe.
[Everything it felt so right.
Unbreakable,
Like nothing could go wrong.
Now I can't breathe.
No, I can't sleep.
I'm barely hanging on.
Here I am,
Once again.
I'm torn into pieces.
Can't deny it,
Can't pretend.
Broken up, deep inside,
But you won't get to see the tears I cry,
Behind these hazel eyes.
I told you everything,
Opened up and let you in.
You made me feel alright,
For once in my life.
Now all that's left of me,
Is what I pretend to be.
So together, but so broken up inside.
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep.
I'm barely hanging on.
Swallow me, then spit me out.
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you
It kills me now.
No, I don't cry on the outside.
Anymore.]
-Pessimist
Labels: Pessimist, SPAZTICNESS